my heart was reali painful when i saw him suffering from d endless blots of sneezing.. i feel so useless.. der i was sitting beside him, all i could do was to stare @ him..but nothin' much more to lessen his agony.. i could c dat he reali feels v terrible.. i feel so helpless, so lost... =(
i didnt wanted him to c my worried look but i guess evyth was simply written across my face when tears flowed uncontrollably down my cheeks.. yes indeed, i was n am still worried abt him coz he's my everything, i cant afford to lose him so i dun wan anyth to happen to him..
perhaps u might be thinking y m i so exaggerating..itz juz some flu onli, i'm like saying itz life n death.. but trust me, d more u treasure a person, d more u're afraid of losing d person..at least dat's wad i'm feelin nw.. n onli true love allows u to feel in such a way.. how do i know? coz i've met my true love n dat's my baby Elvin..
[*dear, pls rmb to tk ur medicine until u fully recover ok n no more late late nights for u! i'm serious ok..i dun wan to c u feel so terrible again..]
i know dat my sudden outburst of tears today affected my baby quite abit..he's reconsidering his plans to get a s4.. thou' his mum told me to stop him from riding, but i will respect his decision..i dun wana stop him n control him from doing d things dat he like.. he ought to hv his fair share of choice n freedom too...all i ask for is for him to be careful while he's riding.. itz juz as simple as dat.. =) dat's nt too much to ask for rite..?
flying towards my dreams
@ |11/22/2005 10:32:00 PM|