pay so much $$, n in return, i get tons of pain!!
that's d price to pay to extract d wisdom tooth..
i nv understand why is it called the wisdom tooth when @ the end of the day, u'll hv to extract it somehow?
it should change its name to "useless tooth" or "money-grabbing tooth" perhaps?
爱美是女人的天性。
爱美不要命...
路是我选的，是我自己拿来受的，不可怨任何人。
不过，真的是很痛啊！！！ :'(
flying towards my dreams
@ |11/28/2006 03:38:00 PM|
陪着她回到学校拿成绩，我想我的心情和她一样紧张，或许我比她还要紧张吧......
看着那一张张紧张、担忧的面孔，使我回想起十年我自己拿成绩的心情
除了紧张，我想还是紧张吧...
看见许多家长为了要陪孩子到学校拿成绩，都一一请了假。
现在的父母真的是二十四孝啊！
我在想将来我和老公会不会也和这些为人父母一样，请假陪孩子拿成绩。
我觉得，能够有父母陪伴在学习生涯中最重要的交叉路口时，是一件很幸福的事。:)
成绩揭晓时，小妹的成绩没有预期中的理想，但我想她也尽力了，所以我没多说任何东西。
但是妈妈却不这么认为，狠狠地把小妹骂了一顿！
我能够理解为什么妈妈会如此失望，因为十年前的这个时候，我也曾经让妈妈失望过。
毕竟有哪个父母是不希望孩子能够成才的呢？
妈妈对我们三姐弟妹都抱有很大的期望，因此她对我们的要求也很高。
但是事情往往就是期望越高失望越大......
既然事情已成为定局，唯有希望小妹在立化中学的六年里会加倍努力吧。
小妹，加油！！！
flying towards my dreams
@ |11/23/2006 10:23:00 PM|
i feel so HAPPY now!!
no longer *heart pain* bcoz of a case of "kena cheated whilst buying online stuffs"
earlier this mth, i bought 2 tops from an online shopping webby.
juz looking @ d pics along, both d tops look gd!
so being d always-impulsive-rash buyer i am, i immediately emailed the owner and had a transaction with her.
thinking back, evyth was settled in less than an hr, including trasferring d $$ to her bank account.
1st time i settled an online purchase so fast so initially i was still pretty elated and looked forward to receiving my items.
the items came abt 4days ltr and juz when i opened the parcel with much anticipation, i was overwhelmed by SHOCKNESS and DISAPPOINTMENT when i saw d items.
apparently, the descriptions by the owner wasnt matched with the conditions of the items, if u know wad i mean.
furiousness overwhelmed me and i sweared that i wouldnt let go of this whole issue so easily! and i am set to get back the refund!!
i sent continuous emails to the owner but as expected she did nt reply.
i did nt stop der n den so i continue with my "夺命追魂" emails.
i use all the tactics i could hv thot of but still no reply frm her for abt a wk..
my heart sank as i knw i wld probably nt be able to get back my $$..
the last resort i used was to say that i will go right to her doorsteps to get back my refund if she still doesnt reply and this was the resort that worked!
apparently, i think she is juz a newbie seller online as she is stupid enough to write her own address @ the back of the parcel.
usually when i received the stuffs that i bought online, the seller will not reveal their full address @ the back. i guess this is to safeguard themselves in a sense.
of coz when i said i will go knocking on her doors, i din really mean it la although she stays pretty near me, in the west also, but i dun think i'll hv d time to go la.
but luckily this "threat" worked and she emailed me back yday!!
i demanded her to gimme back the refund immediately and that i'll post back her items to her. this time round i even managed to get her to gimmer her hp number for easy contact and she gave me..hah!!
i juz checked my internet banking account n tadaa~ my $$ is safe back in my account again!!!
i'm so HAPPY!!! haha
well, itz a lesson learnt this time round and i guess i'll be more careful in future when dealing with shopping online but i guess i'll lay low for the time being to get over my "shockness"
moreover, baby has kinda set a "curfew" for me and he says "no more online shopping!!" :/
being the gd ger i always am (haha!!) i'll listen to my dear darling!! :D
so ppl, do be really careful when dealing with online shopping if u're a shopping addict like i am... (*_^)
flying towards my dreams
@ |11/23/2006 10:43:00 AM|
i was out studying with baby today.
we went to SIM's library to study.
the environment there is really quite conducive for studying for they hv individual cubicles for students to do their work.
surrounding is pretty quiet except for the occassional hp ringing,
itz a rather gd place to hv peace n do work.
*thumbs up* for the place
think baby n i will head there more often in times to come :)
managed to cover abit of revision for fri's ppr.
but i still hv some more left to cover..
we left SIM @ ard 4 coz i was having a bad migraine.
we headed to harbourfront for coffee n dinner whilst waiting to pick baby's dad up.
den baby sent me home...
eric prompted me on msn a moment ago, telling me a GOOD news!!
it was juz announced on the news that Civil Servants will get a 2.2mths year end bonus this year!!!
oh my!!!
i wondered if we'll really get the full sum?!
i missed the news juz now, so i'm gg to catch d 9pm news now!!
will come back for more updates soon.
tata~
flying towards my dreams
@ |11/22/2006 08:57:00 PM|
因为有你，我从新拾回心情，勇敢地面对明天的考试。
因为有你，我看见了一线希望。
因为有你，我不再感到那么寂寞。
是你，就是你！
亲爱的，谢谢你！
谢谢你总是在我最脆弱的时候扶我一把，
谢谢你总是在我彷徨无助的时候给我希望，
谢谢你为我做的一切，
你的细心与体贴，我都感觉到了！
你那爱之吻，也甜蜜蜜地藏在我心里了！
是你给了我力量，即使眼前的路再难走，
为了你，我会尝试勇敢地把它走完。
你会陪我走到完的，对吗?
无论明天的结局如何，我想我还是豁出去了吧......
flying towards my dreams
@ |11/20/2006 09:59:00 PM|
回想起，以前的我似乎比较独立，总是觉得凡是只要靠自己，任何事都难不倒我。
但是，现在的我就好比失去了自我，变得非常依赖、非常脆弱。
无时无刻，我都希望那个能够让我依靠的肩膀就在我身旁，保护我、呵护我、疼爱我......
但我知道，这只是一种奢望，一个梦......
我不想认命，但我想其实这一切并不是在我的掌控制中的。
我很感激昨天他为我做的一切，但是我必须承认，我是很贪心的。
真希望这一刻、这一秒，他是在我身旁紧紧地拥抱着我的......
原来，我也是一个怕寂寞的人...
flying towards my dreams
@ |11/20/2006 12:07:00 PM|
nt only do i hv to fight the stupid virus that came @ d wrong time, i still hv to struggle to study for the coming examz!
feeling lethargic n restless all day long did not help much in trying to memorize my notes..
somehow or another, i hv a bad feeling for the examz!
all i hope is that it pass by asap!!!
my body has been giving me problems which i also duno y..
my concentration span is on the low end n i juz forget wadever stuffs i studied a min ago..
tell me, under such cases, how am i going to pass the examz???
i really envy d general ppl who do nt hv major pprs for examz..
sighz..
why do we hv so many pprs to tk when @ d end of the day we're juz gg to teach chinese???? talk abt irony huh..
yeah yeah, i know dat i sound grouchy here..
oh well, wadever...
i juz want holidays to come faster!!!!
i wana spend a nice holiday with my baby!!!!
i wana hv fun n burn all my books!!!!
flying towards my dreams
@ |11/18/2006 12:11:00 PM|
it changes all my moods completely n i get irritated extremely easily..
nth seems to go the right way..
i should hv stayed @ hm today..
i feel bad abt venting all my frustrations on him..
sorry darling..
examz r approaching real fast, nxt tues to b more specific..
this time round i tried to start my revision early but still like nt much help..
there're still lots to cover b4 the examz start n i seriously doubt i can finish evyth..
yeah, i should be revising @ this moment, but somehow or another, i juz lost the mood in doing revision.. after spending the whole day to tie up the loose ends of my final proj, which i thot cld b finished by noon.. sighz~
can time juz skip to 25nov directly????
i'm really tired le...
flying towards my dreams
@ |11/15/2006 06:25:00 PM|
here comes The Return of the Flu Bug...
so sadz~
the flu bug still won in the end...
i hate the flu bug for making my baby suffer...
shooooooooooooooooooooooo~
go away u nasty flu bug!!!!!!!!!
flying towards my dreams
@ |11/13/2006 10:19:00 PM|
ever had similar experience like this?
flying towards my dreams
@ |11/12/2006 06:23:00 PM|
but luckily i hv Dr Elvin
here comes Dr Elvin to the rescue!!
here comes the irritating flu bug!!
the battle between me and the flu bug
here comes Dr Elvin to the rescue!! woohoo~
yipee!! the flu bug is beaten down by the powerful Dr Elvin!!!
the battle is finally won!!! Thanks to Dr Elvin!! :)
i WILL get well de!!
I LOVE DR ELVIN!!! *MUAACCKZZZ*
flying towards my dreams
@ |11/11/2006 09:22:00 PM|
married
the boboshooter
POWER LAH!!!!
flying towards my dreams
@ |11/11/2006 04:20:00 PM|
it has been a wonderful wk spent..:)
other than mugging for our coming examz together, we took some time to bring xbb out for afternoon walks.. and a little "shopping" trip down to vivocity yday to get his cousins' bday presents..
the place is really damn BIG..
gimme one whole day i also dun tink i can finish walking ard..lolz
dun knw wad else to type liao so i shall juz post some of the fotos i took for xbb during his afternoon walks...
xbb sharpening his nails in the soil
let's pose!!
happy darling with his beloved xbb
woo.. fierce!
both owner n dog caught looking @....??
lovely time spent thou i'm still scared of xbb..
i'm still trying not to..
i believe i can succeed one day..
i juz need more time... :)
flying towards my dreams
@ |11/11/2006 03:32:00 PM|
ate the cake..
i'm feeling better (slighty) now...
happy birthday bro!
flying towards my dreams
@ |11/05/2006 09:04:00 PM|
another face or rather name has to appear in my dreams again,
this time round even appearing in a short afternoon nap.
taking away my most precious person away from me..
i couldnt see the face,
i dont know who the person is,
all i could vividly rmb is the name..
n the person really existed..
details of the dream seemed to hv faded upon waking up,
but yet vividly in my mind, i rmb the gist of the whole nightmare.
i lost YOU, my precious one...
why muz all of you appear in my dreams one after another?
i really hv no idea what these frequent dreams lately r trying to tell me..
is it a phenomenon that sth bad is gg to happen?
or wad?
i dun wan the dream to turn into reality!!
i know i definitely wun b able to take it if it really do come true.
i know YOU would chide me for being silly n having no confidence.
i nv wana feel paranoid,
but i'm scared..
i really am..
pls NV let it come true!!
flying towards my dreams
@ |11/05/2006 06:24:00 PM|
my whole family went to cafe cartel to hv an early celebration for my bro's bday since his bday falls on a wkday n he'll be in camp.
itz always nice to sit together for dinner with your family.
those type of blissful joy is sometimes really beyond words.
seeing everyone enjoy their meal, i'm happy too! :)
I LOVE MY FAMILY!!!!
here r some of the photos which r taken...
dad n bro
the birthday boy
cheers to u, from mum
sis
clearing the plates :)
some random thoughts summing up today..
i saw this guy @ cck lrt stn on my way home juz nw..
a 100% Mao Ze Dong supporter he is i suppose coz he was wearing a "Mao Ze Dong Wan Sui" tshirt n carrying a "Mao Zu Xi" sling bag..
juz cldnt resist taking a foto of him (discreetly of coz) coz i find it a rather amusing sight.. heh
no offence intended.. :)
the pic's nt v clear but still visible if u c hard enough..
food for thought:
itz a pt of time again when i questioned myself:
"Did i get into the correct line of work?"
"Do i really have the capabilities to nurture the future generations?"
"Will i be able to educate them well or cause them to even further deteoriate?"
"Am i going to be a blessing or curse to them?"
sometimes when things happen n seemed to get out of my control, i juz wished that i can transform into a superwoman to make things better.
i hate to see disappointments..
i juz wish things could have been better...
flying towards my dreams
@ |11/03/2006 11:16:00 PM|
we went out to Heeren's Sakae Sushi for my belated birthday celebration..
itz always nicw to sit with a big grp of frenz to chitchat n gossip whilst enjoying the delicious food..
we had a gr8 afternoon together..:)
itz a pity Kaixin, Shiao Hui, Gina n Yik Mau cant join us, otherwise it wld have been more happening..
but still THANKS to Eric, Natalie, Xiaoyan, QianLin, Amber, Limin, Michelle n Claire for making today a memorable day!!
THANKS for the present too!!
i enjoyed myself with all ur accompany today, hope u guys had a gd time too..
@ Sakae Sushi
outside Sakae
thank you my frenz for all u've done~
flying towards my dreams
@ |11/02/2006 11:12:00 PM|
good bcoz i get to see my baby,
bad bcoz baby's not in a gd mood today..
it all started off with adhoc missions interrupting a nicely planned schedule.
and one bad thing juz leads to another..
seeing my baby getting so frustrated made me feel so helpless..
seeing him bear all the anger n agony within himself made my heart ache..
i know he's trying to control his emotions..
he doesnt want me to see him "crumble"..
but i would rather he vent out all his anger on me (which i know he nv will), than to keep all his emotions bottled up..
i wished there was sth i could do..
i tried my best to cheer u up..
i want to see the silly u again..
i want u to continue to "disturb" me n nt leave me alone..
i want u to be happy..
bi, when i heard ur bro's comment i reali had an urge to go out n tell him off.. but i'm nt in the position to do it.. i juz dun wish to c u in that manner.. it reali pains my heart.. pls promise me that u'll nt bottle evyth up anymore k? vent it out on me if u muz k? i know u're really stressed out now.. but u muz hang on ok? i promise i'll always be there for u, to walk thru all odds with u.. i love u!
flying towards my dreams
@ |11/01/2006 10:26:00 PM|