他陪我去看“生日快乐”。
在看这部电影时，我哭了。
不是感动，而是心痛。
我不喜欢故事要那样地发展。
我不喜欢小南的做法。
虽然看起来好像小南很伟大，但是我却为小米觉得不值！
难道小米没有权力知道事实吗？
难道就要小米永远活在这个“善意”的谎言中吗？
他说如果他是小南，他也会这么做。
我告诉他，如果我是小米，我并不希望他会这么做。
原来，男生与女生的看法始终有差距。
爱情本来就是两个人的事，应该对彼此坦白。
因为没自信，所以不敢相信能和对方天长地久，
想一想，我在某一个程度上，好像和小米很像。
爱一个人，就应该接受他的长短处。
埋藏在心里的爱，却又不说出口，等到想说时，又好像太晚了，这又何苦？
人生短短几十年，一旦错过了，机会可能永远不再有。
到时才来后悔，也莫及了！
所以还是好好珍惜现在拥有的一切吧！！
看了电影后，我们便去买我老爸的生日礼物和我的打印机。
途中虽然发生了一些“小插曲”，但是我今天还是过得很开心 :)
我知道，他常常竭尽所能想办法逗我开心，
他的用心，我虽然没说出来，但是却感动在心里。
我想，这世上，也唯有他一人能够容忍我的小姐脾气。
我知道这是我必须改掉的坏习惯，因为我不想因为这个坏脾气而有一天会失去他。
因为我知道，没有了他，我活不下去！
他已成为我生命的一部分，我的氧气，我的力量，我的支柱。。。
或许，这些听起来很肉麻，但是它们确是我心里的话。
回想起之前看过的电影，发现自己好像又在钻牛角尖。。
一切的一切，只因为一个“爱”字。。
我今天上了宝贵的一堂课！
翔，让你难过了，我心里很过意不去。
只想告诉你，我真得很爱你！
我会尝试尽快改掉这个坏习惯的！
谢谢你对我的包容与容忍！
和你在一起时，我永远都是最幸福的时候！
你是我的最佳男朋友！！！
我爱你！！！
flying towards my dreams
@ |1/31/2007 10:14:00 PM|
the feeling of excitement n joy is still running thru my mind..
i still cant believe i made it!!
YES!!!!
i passed my driving test today!!!!
yipEe~
nv been so happy before..hehe
now i can have all the freedom i want on the roads liao...
vroom vroom~ :p
flying towards my dreams
@ |1/24/2007 09:12:00 PM|
old memories rushed back to my mind n i suddenly yearn for time to turn back..
itz only until now that i finally realised that i do hv many supportive frenz by my side to hold me thru the difficult, emo periods of sec sch life..
re-reading all those letters again brings smiles back on my face..
itz heart-aching to say now that the whole lot of us is no longer in so close contact..
i really miss all of them.. L.kailing, xiuhui, chongxin, yanqi, edmund, sandra....
been thinking thru many things lately..
shld i continue my bond after 5yrs?
shld i further my studies after 1yr of svc?
where does my future lies?
when will it be THE time? etc etc..
time really waits for no man..
very soon, i'll be steeping out into the cruel society to fight for a standing place, to fight for my own survival..
frankly speaking, i'm really scared coz i dun know if i'll hv the abilities to handle what might come in the future.
my responsibilities n burden will definitely increase, that's for sure,
but i know i must work hard, for our future coz i dun wana wait til i'm a 高龄产妇 to give birth..
i know we still hv a long way to go, a long way to work hard for..
i juz hope that things will go on smoothly as planned..
my mind is in a mess..
random thoughts juz rushed thru in n out..
i still do not hv any answers to my queries.
but one thing i discovered recently is that,
i get emo v easily, with tears flowing like running tap,
i cant get to slp til the wee hrs of the night even thou i'm v tired, like now..
suddenly, i juz cant seem to understand myself..
flying towards my dreams
@ |1/22/2007 11:02:00 PM|
sighz... rainy day really dampens all the mood to do things.
initially planned to go IKEA to get a bookshelf to pack all my books neatly in my room but now, totally no mood to step out of hse at all...
today's the third day i'm wearing my braces.
yes, i put them on on fri (12/01).
chose baby pink n lavendar for my braces.
the colours r nt v striking thou, but i still quite like them.
the initial part of putting them in my mouth was a painful process, thou my dentist claimed that it will nt b painful @ all but crap lor.. itz still painful, especially the pulling n tugging part of the metal wire.
it was uncomfortable @ first coz it juz feels weird to close my mouth with an extra layer of metal on it.
suddenly my mouth seemed enlarged! :(
but luckily, i'm slowly getting used to this feeling, thou the left part of my tongue is a little sore as it rubs against the metal ring in my molar tooth..
no ulcers @ the moment n i hope there WUN be any :)
so basically i cant tk hard food now coz i cant chew, so cant only resort to soft n liquid food..
i've grown to like Nestle's yogurt drink thou, yummy n tasty n filling..
went out with baby yday to Funan IT Mall first to get his preorder for his WOW burning crusade expansion pack.
then we went to KFC for lunch.. where baby fulfilled his cravings for TACO BELL's wraps. i had chicken nuggets n whipped potato..
after lunch, we shopped ard Funan abit and popped into the Times bookstore there where i had the shock of my life on how much a toddler's storybook cost!
my god.. who'll spend this amount of money to buy such a book???
then we headed over to The Cathy to catch a movie.
whilst waiting for our movie, we went to try out Ben and Jerry's ice-cream.
itz our first time trying out this ice-cream, costs us $7 for juz 2scoops.
we had some nice nice choc one which i forgot the name oredi n frozen black raspberry yogurt.. thou itz quite ex, but itz really nice, that's y we forgot to tk pic of it b4 we started to devour it.. heh, thus it explains the following pic only :p
we watched "Night @ the Museum".
it was a real hilarious show...got us both into fits of laughter..
"yeh u dumb dumb, give me gum gum..." "yeh u dumb dumb better run run or you will be hunt hunt..."
dinner was @ Sakae Sushi again, juz to accomodate my eating habits now..
my baby is juz so wonderful.. i'm juz so blessed! (",)
flying towards my dreams
@ |1/14/2007 03:30:00 PM|
very happy indeed... :)
has been planning to go during the dec hols but the sky always made fun of us, when we plan to go suntan, it'll alwayz rain, but when we hv no plans to do so, mr sunny will come peeking out of the clouds... angry siah!
finally, today we managed to fulfill our wish.
baby came over to pick me up early in the morning n we drove to harbourfront.
initially we wanted to park @ the Seah Im carpark then take the shuttle service @ the interchange but who knows so early in the morning the carpark is already fully packed! OMG!!!
after circling the carpark for a few rounds, we gave up the idea of parking there n we decided to try driving straight into sentosa itself!
neither of us has tried doing that b4 so we were pretty nervous, but luckily it was quite ez to drive in to sentosa. heh
reached siloso beach @ 10am n there was no one in sight, except some cleaners sweeping the beach. yes, u r seeing it correctly, the cleaners are sweeping the beach. :)
we walked from the beach carpark towards Rasa Sentosa resort, literally from one end of siloso beach to the other end.
that is when we spot some other people n the beach dun feel as deserted anymore.
there were mostly ang-mohs @ the beach except the lifeguards on duty, strolling, suntanning, swimming...
baby n i tanned for an hr+ b4 we spotted dark clouds hovering over the sky towards the beach. we decided to call it a day b4 it starts pouring n indeed our intuition is right. it started pouring whilst we were in the showers. heng siah... :)
we headed to delifrance for lunch n after the rain stopped, we left sentosa n went to west coast mac to chill n after that baby sent me home.
it was a fun day but too bad we din tk much fotos except whilst driving in to sentosa...
flying towards my dreams
@ |1/10/2007 05:30:00 PM|
thou i had difficulties chewing after putting in my seperaters for the braces, i enjoyed my dinner with the girls :)
we talked abt eveything under the sun, had fun bitching n crapping..
it's always a very relaxing n fun time to spend with these 2 girls..
that's perhaps wad ppl say.. they're FRIENDS FOR LIFE!!!
went to catch Death Note2 with baby @ cineleisure on sat.
it's still as interesting as the first Death Note, full of twists n turns.
nv regret stepping into the cinema to catch the show.
worth the time n money :)
i've been stuck in front of my com lately.
particulary stuck onto this website www.baokaliao.com
itz a very cool webby featuring more than 200+ flash games with score recording functions which allows some friendly competitions, fully functional forum to chat/ discuss abt anyth under the sun n more!!
do visit it n i'll challenge u in the games there.
cya @ www.baokaliao.com :)
flying towards my dreams
@ |1/07/2007 03:27:00 PM|
school has yet to start but soon stress will start building up again when practicum starts rolling in.
i'm glad to hv improved my GPA score the last semester, thou itz juz a teeny weeny bit of improvement, i'm still happy to finally see As in my result slip.
however, there're still some disappointments here n there. thou there's nth such as perfection but still there's room for improvement.
more often than not, people will start talking abt making new year resolutions.
attached below was my resolutions for year2006, let's c how many hv i acheived..haha
year2006:
1) get rid of my flabby tummy n d excess fats (trimax betta or u-zap betta?*ponders*)
--> yes, i bought my uzap but looks like there's still lotsa excess fats n my tummy is juz growing day by day.. :( verdict: FAILED!
2) learn driving n hopefully get my license (my darling wants me to learn..heh)
--> yes i learnt driving, completed my whole course in 2006 but sadly i hv to wait til 24/01/07 to take my TP test. how will the results be? i wonder too.. verdict: PENDING!
3) change a new hairstyle? (kinda getting tired of my hair liao.. wana try sth new but i dun hv enuf courage..haiz.. contradicting siah~)
--> yes! i changed a new hairstyle. went to perm my hair.. hah..
verdict: PASSED!
4) do well for my 2nd sem ( no more Cs to appear in d result slip n i hope to get a GPA of 3.5...possible?? sounds tough!!)
hmm.. this is hard. i did improve on my GPA but its still abit more to 3.5 n there're still Cs :( verdict: FAILED!
5) go for an overseas trip with my darling for a holiday
not much time this year to fulfil this wish.. let's hope for a better chance in 2007
verdict: FAILED!
sighz, looking @ my 2006 resolutions, it seemed like i hardly fulfil many of them.
perhaps this year, i shall not think too much..
all i hope is that 2007 will b a smooth sailing year, gd health, gd results, gd performance for both me n my baby.
i shall be contented with what i have now :)
cheers to a gr8 2007!!!
flying towards my dreams
@ |1/07/2007 03:08:00 PM|
been enjoying my hols too much that i've become lazy to blog. keke
now that sch's starting again soon, i guess i'll frequent this small cyberspace of mine more again..
here's some recaps abt what went on during dec06.
i spent my xmas this yr @ kluang, sadly w/o baby by my side.
went to my uncle's hse despite d heavy torrents of rain pouring down which caused all the floods in msia.
luckily for us, we only met with slight drizzles thruout the 3days' stay.
was quite happy to see my cutie cousins again, esp junfeng who has grown up so much! his resemblence to zhezhe is almost 99%!! haha.. 2 future handsome lads *wiNkz*
here's junfeng riding on the little car we gave him a his bday present :)
on the second day, we went to batu pahat for some sightseeing n visited some of the said-to-be-really-ling temples to pray.
after praying for a better 2007 for myself, baby, my family n baby's family, we left the place after a nice photo :)
shortly after xmas, it was a bz period to prepare for the chalet.
rented a chalet @ aloha loyang from 29/12-31/12 to have gathering as well as to celebrate mom's bday.
had a gr8 time bbq-ing on the first night n of coz the stay was made even better with baby by my side. :) the kids were happily playing with fireworks whilst the adults get bz with the food..
*xuanxuan*
*junfeng*
*zhezhe n yanting*
all so happy --> junfeng n grandpa
me n xuan, the girl who calls me "mummy"
mummy's bday cake, from baby
the group foto
my family :)
brought my cousins to wild wild wet on the 2nd day n we end up getting all sun burnt.
but i muz say that i really enjoyed myself n so did all my cousins.
it was an early night for most of the kids while the adults had an overnight mahjong session.
brought my relatives to changi airport for countdown after which one of my uncles return home first.
the final grp photo outside our bungalow
itz indeed nice to have all ur relatives gathering once in a blue moon, thou it takes alot of preparations n efforts to make this whole thing a success, i guess itz still worthwhile afterall...
this sums up my 2006
flying towards my dreams
@ |1/07/2007 02:27:00 PM|