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Friday, March 31, 2006

went to starbucks again today to study..
tried a new drink... caramel macchiato, recommended by d cashier lady since i hv no idea wad to drink. according to her, dat's her personal favourite... a latte drink with caramel... n since i'm oso a "small fan" of caramel, i decided to gif it a try.. too bad i forget to tk itz foto b4 i started stirring it, else d effect wld be even nicer den dis.. kekez.. itz quite a nice drink, sth different frm my usual cafe mocha... shall try on d other recommendation, vanilla latte on my next visit =)
i'm wondering... i shld ask for a VIP card from starbucks since i'm their regular customer after their opening @ BPP... lolz

tadaa...presenting caramel macchiato (in d fore picture) n dearie's cafe mocha (at d back)!!!

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@ |3/31/2006 01:58:00 PM|

Wednesday, March 29, 2006

my heart-throb!!!

::us::

i wonder if i was a korean in my past life..haha!!

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@ |3/29/2006 11:33:00 AM|

stumbled across Gabriel's friendster profile while surfing ard, saw d foto dat we took at an overnite bbq cum camp at ECP in early 2005 if i din rmb wronlgly.. memories of our funky nite flooded my mind... i miss those days where we were so carefree, enjoying fun times with each other.. those craps n laughter.. d whole grp of ppl who now seemed kinda dispersed (with some nt hanging so close to us anymore) itz a gr8 pity...really!!
will such outings ever happen again?? i wonder....

our make-shift bbq pit

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flying towards my dreams
@ |3/29/2006 11:28:00 AM|

dis was supposed to be posted on 24march2006, but i was too lazy to upload d fotoz den so delay until now.. hehz..
as usual, it was a friday n dear came over to my place.. usual stuffz happened, so sweet n nice... dat's y i alwaz look forward to fridays... kekez..
whipped up our own lunch, had wonderful moments with each other d whole day..
den we went out to BP's starbucks to study...
below r some of d pix we took.. enjoy! =)

d sweet masterpiece by baby_for me!!!
front view

back view

look @ thick amount of chocolate in d drink...yummy!!!

left: by me; right: by him

unintentional candid shots
d unexceptionally big eyes =p

my sexy baby

saw dis on d way after we left starbucks...what does it says? u tell me.

us enjoying some quiet moments b4 dear goes home...
i simply enjoy lying on his shoulders.. =D

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@ |3/29/2006 10:47:00 AM|

Tuesday, March 28, 2006

yup, finally itz over!!!!!
d dready exam..DCC101
it was scary... kinda ez til i'm rather scared..
scared dat i read d qnz n interpret wrongly..
but wadever it is, itz over...
i know i've put in my efforts for dis ppr..
hope my efforts wun go down d drain..
yeahz!! 1 major ppr down, 4 more major ppr to go n an upcoming test (DSC101) coming monday ..
gambatte neh!!!!!

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flying towards my dreams
@ |3/28/2006 10:08:00 PM|

hv been seeing posters of "depression" all ard sch lately..
i wonder d purpose of sticking all these posters all over d campus..
i reckon' itz probably due to upcoming examz..perhaps dat's d main cause..yup, dat shld b it!

i often wonder wad exactly caused depression
in my memories, i once "accompainied" a close jc fren thru her depression..
itz reali nt a gd feeling.. n i told myself dat i wun want to be in her shoes someday..

went to check out info abt depression
itz said dat "Depression is a very common experience. Everyone feels fed up, miserable or sad sometimes. Usually the reason is obvious - disappointment, frustration, losing someone or something important. Such sadness and grief are normal and temporary reactions to life's stresses."

n dat leads me to wonder, m i "suffering" from d preliminary stages of depression too??
hahz, i absolutely hv no idea... but i seriously hope dat i'm nt!!

我真的不想无缘无故突然闷闷不乐、突然很沮丧,但只要在夜深人静的夜晚,不争气的眼泪便会不听使唤的往脸颊的两旁缓缓得流下。。。
我这才发现,原来想念着你比我想象中还要难受。。。

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@ |3/28/2006 09:16:00 AM|

Saturday, March 25, 2006

itz my 1st practical lesson today..
was initially very nervous abt it, so much so dat i almost had insomia d previous nite...but due to some "fatigue", somehow i still fell into dreamland...kekekez
alrite, nvm abt dat, back to my lesson...

as i've said, itz my 1st lesson today, thus i wasnt very sure abt where to report,wad muz i do n stuffz like dat, so i reached der exceptionally early.. almost an hr earlier.. haha.. whilst waiting der, my heart was working "OT", it couldnt stop thumping "fast n furious", especially when d hands of d clock kept ticking away..
finally, d bell sounded n itz time to report..

found my car in d specific area n was glad to c dat d instructor wasnt too "fierce-looking"..kekekz
he's a rather nice n friendly instructor, v patient too.. Mr LK Lee =)
1st time trying to move d vehicle off all by myself..
din reali dare to accelerate much at 1st coz scared d car moved off too fast n "lang-ga" into other cars... but slowly slowly, i tried moving forward n reversing a couple of times until i got d hang of it.. den d instructors decided to let me try going round bbdc for a few rounds... i was like: "huh?? u want me to drive ard?? but der're so many other cars ard!! wat if...."

d instructor reassured me n asked me to gif it a try...
d 1st 2 rounds were quite alrite, it was smooth, thou d speed wasnt fast... my instructor actually din believe dat i'm a 1st time driver, coz he said i'm quite zai on d road.. hahahz!
when it came to d 3rd round, due to some sudden braking from d car in front, i needed to brake my vehicle as well.. i managed to do dat in time n when it was time to move off again, perhaps d long queue of cars behind me made me kinda panick a bit dat's y i released my clutch pedal too early, thus causing my engine to stall... so paiseh!!!

but all in all, i enjoyed today's lesson..
it wasnt as scary as i thot it wld hv been.. at least nt for now =p
in fact, i'm looking forward to d next lesson... lolz!!

so much for today... it has been a long day..
i'm very tired le..3 tuitions lined up tmr... der goes my sunday again..haiz~
good nite pplz!!

p/s: LH, happy birthday to u!!

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flying towards my dreams
@ |3/25/2006 11:17:00 PM|

Wednesday, March 22, 2006

today is juz another normal day..
i'm a gd ger today coz i went for my lecture.. lolz
n luckily i went today coz last week d lecturer spotted many absentees who got their frenz to sign attendance for dem (oopz, sounds like me =p)
so today she kinda conducted a spot check.. called out names of those who did not come last wk, but attendance was signed n asked dem qnz... i was prayin' so hard dat she wldnt call my name.. but den again, no worries if she called me either coz i got do my hmwk one lor.. thou nv go for lecture but i still copied n notes n read thru myself lor.. hehez
ya, back to d lecturer.. she went into dis super sacarstic mode of "suan-ing" d poor guy who got called...making him embarrassed in front of d whole LT..
perhaps dis is called 杀一尽百 lor.. die die oso muz go for her lecture liao... but nvm, nxt wk is officially d last lecture liao.. so still nt too bad.. haha

met up with meiling n her bf after sch.. went cck to eat sakae..
been a long time since i ate sushi dat's y gt a sudden craving for it.. =p
had a nice time... thou itz d 1st time i c her bf (til nw i still dunno wad's his name...hahaha) but he seems like quite a friendly guy.. n our conversation mainly revoloves ard bikes.. haha.. yup, juz like my bf, he was an ex-phantom rider who has now "upgraded" to being a s4 rider.. perhaps, dis is wad kept d conversation going ba... i dun know.. lolz!

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flying towards my dreams
@ |3/22/2006 09:51:00 PM|

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my genius darling!!!

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@ |3/22/2006 10:44:00 AM|

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

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@ |3/21/2006 10:09:00 PM|

Sunday, March 19, 2006

ppl say opposites attract..
itz proven rite for most cases i suppose..
GOD created both man n woman for a purpose..
the difference between them is wad GOD wants to bring out..
wad HE considers fun might seem boring to SHE, n vice versa..

HE cant stand SHE throwing tantrums..
SHE cant stand HE's aloof-ness..
but at the end of the day,
SHE juz cant stop loving HE!!
SHE is juz jealous...
jealous of HE's divided attention..
SHE is not being possessive..
SHE is juz afraid of losing HE... as simple as dat..

SHE apologises for nt being understanding enuf,
SHE apologises for nt being sensitive enuf,
SHE apologises for nt being independent enuf...


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@ |3/19/2006 11:08:00 PM|

i dreamt of us last nite,
out on a deserted island...

i dreamt of us last nite,
hand-in-hand strolling along d sandy beach...

i dreamt of us last nite,
me in an apron n u with a fishing rod...

i dreamt of us last nite,
me waiting to cook ur catch n u tossing me ur catch from head above...

i dreamt of us last nite,
so silly yet so carefree in our own world...

i dreamt of us last nite,
will dis dream come true?

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flying towards my dreams
@ |3/19/2006 02:38:00 PM|

Saturday, March 18, 2006

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@ |3/18/2006 11:47:00 PM|

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@ |3/18/2006 11:44:00 PM|

Friday, March 17, 2006

had d most pleasant surprise of my life today... =)
dearie was so sweet to buy us tickets to disney on ice!!
he made me guess for my "reward" n after several attempts, i managed to guess it correctly, juz shortly b4 we were due to set off for d indoor stadium.. heh!

it was reali a very nice show..
d 2hrs indulgence in a world of fantasy was superb!
thou i've been to d previous disney on ice some years back, i muz admit dat dis itme round d whole thing is much more enjoyable than d previous one..
looking at d satisfied smiles n cheers from d kids who seemed to fill up d indoor stadium, u'll know how gr8 d whole effect is.. =D

::a spectacular view!!!::



::us enjoying d wonderful moments::


thanks to darling for bringing me der to de-stress after a long wk...
i reali had a gr8 time..
itz been long since i "re-connect" with all those disney characters..

itz a wonderful friday!!!! thanks sweetie!!!


p/s: catch dis wonderful show while itz still showing in spore.. i guarantee u wldnt want to miss dis rare opportunity... no one is too old to revisit ur childhood cartoon characters... =p
words alone cant express d feelings.. they muz be felt urself..!!!

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flying towards my dreams
@ |3/17/2006 11:55:00 PM|

Thursday, March 16, 2006

ok, mayb itz nt so extreme..
but i've gotta admit, i was really scared!!

had a bad start today, woke up late coz i laze in bed n "accidentally" went back to dreamlands again... =p
therefore i was late for sch.. took a quick shower, grabbed my books n i was out of hse.. things alwaz go against u when u're running late.. saw d lrt approaching d stn, hv to make it a pt to catch it else i'll b even more late.. so i ran!!
huff n puff n huff n puff..
i managed to catch d lrt.. damn, it was so crowded.. as usual!
i was desperately catching my poor breadth.. beads of perspiration rolled down my forehead continuously.. suddenly, a sharp pain ran across my chest, it felt tight all of a sudden.. dat's when i realised i was breaking out in cold sweat.. started to feel abit nauseous n giddy.. thot itz juz a psssing phase so i closed my eyes while continuing to catch my breathe...
but alas! i was wrong..!

things turned for d worse... my limbs started to feel numb, d sounds i hear seemed to get more n more distant away from me, my vision was totally filled with bright patches of black n whilte light..
d still-a-little-sober side of me told me dat i was fainting..
i couldnt even stand upright @ dat time..
it was a terrible feeling... i was scared!!
forced myself to alight at teck whye stn coz i dun wan to faint in d lrt..
i could no longer c clearly when i alighted from d lrt.. but still i feel my way thru to d nearest seat n sat down... cold sweat was still breaking out.. chest still felt tight n painful... i so wanted to cry.. but held back my tears coz i din wana scared d other commuters ard me.. rested for quite a while b4 continuing my journey to sch.. din dare to walk fast coz i still felt giddy.. so der i was, 5mins late for my 1st tutorial.. but luckily i made it der... in one piece! hah!

thou d giddiness subsided as d day goes past, but a terrible headache replaced d giddness... my head felt like itz gonna explode anytime.. i wanted to go hm so much, if nt for d DSC101 test! kns!!!!!!
din reali concentrate for d whole day... nt dat i dun wish to but d moment i tried to focus, my head starts spinning n hurting again.. i dun wish to hv another blackout again... nt b4 i tk my test..

luckily i made it to d test.. thou i forgot almost all d stuffz i've studied... haiz!
hopefully i wun fare too badly.. +prayz prayz+

struggled to make my way hm after sch n went straight to bed after popping in 2panadols.. i need to regain my form b4 gng for my tuition today.. luckily, those 2hrs of nap did wonders.. d headache FINALLY disappeared!!! +YEAH!!!+
i'm back to my old form again... =)


bibi, reali v sorry to get u so worried early in d morning...
i promised i'll tkcare of myself..
n yes, i'll b an obedient ger from now on...
i love u wor!!! ['}{']

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flying towards my dreams
@ |3/16/2006 11:02:00 PM|

Wednesday, March 15, 2006

i'm so lookin' forward to wkend..
to tk a break from all work..
juz cant wait for dis wk to end..

haven finished studying for thurs' test..
dun reali hv the mood to study for it..
but cannot dun study oso.. so 矛盾!!!
can someone pls help me tk d test?? =p

dun feel like gng for today's lecture oso..

wad's happening to me??!?!

i oso dun know..

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@ |3/15/2006 08:21:00 AM|

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

it happened again today..

same bus svc number,
same bus stop,
same slope..
same driver anot i dun know..

d bus-slipping-down-d-slope-at-the-bus-stop incident happened again..!!
yes.. juz like wad happened 5days ago..
itz time dat SMRT do sth to their buses..
we pay to tk d ride..
but we nv pay to LOSE our lives!!!

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flying towards my dreams
@ |3/14/2006 11:08:00 PM|

Monday, March 13, 2006

good mood prevailed thru out d initial part of d day..
until thunderous news arrived to my eardrums during kctan's lesson..
luckily i wasnt one of those who received his email..
*thanks god!!*
finally can heave a sigh of relief le..
dun know how i fare but at least itz a Pass.. happy enuf =)

alright, d following reflects my thots for my heading for dis entry..
i chose to give up on d bb tuition out of all my tuitions..
i need a space for air..
i feel quite uneasy when i went for her last lesson today..
dun know y, but i kinda feel abit guilty..
she has shown improvements under my hand.. which i'm v happy to c dat, n her parents reflected dat too.. much as i hope to continue to teach her, i'm nt left with much of a choice outta all my other tuitions.. i'm sorry!

thanks to kx for helping me take over dis student.. =)
hope things will continue smoothly..
i'll miss dis ger..
thou she's nt those super bright students, but she's definitely a hardworking one..
eileen, all d best to your studies.. work hard!!!

i hope i didnt make a wrong decision..... let time tell d rest of the story ba...

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flying towards my dreams
@ |3/13/2006 09:41:00 PM|

Sunday, March 12, 2006

many a times, it will come across my mind..
how fortunate i m..
in all different aspects..

i've learnt to b thankful..
i've learnt to b appreciative..
i've learnt to b tolerant..
i've learnt to give in..
n most importantly..
i've learnt to love!!!

thanks for d gr8 time today..
it was one of d best sessions.. =p
thanks for alwaz springing little surprises..
thanks for loving n doting me so much!!

+i'm a blissful gerl+

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@ |3/12/2006 10:06:00 PM|

Saturday, March 11, 2006

m doing my mask now so thot i'll ponder abt some happenings today while waiting for it to be done... :p

went out for dinner with my parents juz now... walked thru d pasar malam near my hse since it was on d way to BP plaza.. heh
saw lotsa cute stuffz der... n of coz my fav pooh!!!!
had d urge to get d pooh carpet, but itz kinda ex... $10 buckz for juz a small carpet... *heart pain* so i 忍!!!
walked further ahead n saw more pooh(s)!!!! haha..
eventually i couldnt resist n bought pooh bear magnetic bookmarks n a pooh bear passport holder.. reali v v cutez... lolz

it made me realise dat kids nowadays r reali v fortunate, they've so many cute n nice little stuffz to accompany dem thru their childhood... thinking back on those days when i was a kid like dem, where got such gd fortune?! tsk tsk...

started to head hm after dinner, den juz happened dat i saw dis banner hanging advertising abt d concert dat's happening in front of my hse... decided to tk a look since der's half n hr left coz Junyang n Kelly will b der.. so thot no harm gng to c c lor... =p
surprised to c quite some fans der.. i mean, itz such a ulu place n yet these youngsters know der's such an event here.. to tink dat i'm staying in dis area n i know nuts abt it.. perhaps i shld do some soul-searching.. lolz
d performance was so-so..
but one thing.... Junyang reali nt bad-looking in person.. haha!

i was caught for words when i c all those youngsters running n chasing after their van when they left... some even went to d extent of chasing to the roads... running like their fathers owned d roads, w/o even seeing if der's any oncoming vehicles behind dem... it was reali super dangerous!!! an oncoming car nearly hit dem, if nt for d juz-in-time-brake dat d driver had..
wad were all these kids thinking of man!?!?
is all of these worth getting their lives risked?
supporting ur idol is nt wrong, but i feel dat if things go to such an extent, sth muz be v wrong oredi.. i was definitely stunned for words whilst witnessing the whole scene.. d van dat Junyang n Kelly were on did stopped down when d driver saw one big grp of kids running after dem on d road.. n d uncle gave dem a gd scolding.. but it seems dat evyth fell on deaf ears... running n chasing still continued.. thus forcing d driver to drive straight on instead of making a u-turn...

i was wondering....
wad wld be d scene happening nw if d car din managed to brake in time...
no one wld want dat to happen..
but wad if it reali happened??
how wld things b nw?
still as peaceful as now?
OR............................

ok, itz time to wash off my mask
ciaOz ppl!

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@ |3/11/2006 10:33:00 PM|

Friday, March 10, 2006

yup, indeed quite glad dat itz finally fri..
at least der's space n time to tk a breather frm evyth..
a short time to relax abit b4 engine starts to start up again..

upcoming event: DSC100 test(2)
nxt thurs

thinking of it oredi makes my head spin..
der's simply lotz of stuffs to study for dis coming test..
HUGE coverage n i reali do mean HUGE... 11 chapters in all! omg!!!!!

gotta get my brains cracking dis wkend liao.. tsk tsk
hv to score betta in dis coming test le coz d previous one was nt v well done... which was kinda disappointing.. :(

enuf rotting done for d day...
but i had a gd time as well since i get to c my baby..
thou sometimes d attention was diverted, but i guess i shld be contented..

it was a gd day all in all until i heard abt d nt-so-nice news..

i feel bad..
i feel sorry..
i feel lousy..
i feel incompetent..
i feel helpless..
i feel sad..

i dun know if i'm taking things too hard, but i thot itz kinda like my responsbility to ensure dat der's an improvement in results, or at d v least, maintain a pass..
wad else can i do to help?????
i reali wish i know...

perhaps, i'm juz a lousy teacher..

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flying towards my dreams
@ |3/10/2006 10:51:00 PM|

Thursday, March 09, 2006

to my dearest bibi:
happy 6th mth anniversary!!!!
love ya sooooo muchie!!
*muackzz*

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flying towards my dreams
@ |3/09/2006 11:22:00 PM|

finally managed to load dis stupid page... spent d past 20mins trying to load dis damn page.. oh well finally all is well n here cum all my ranting for d day...

dunno wad "gd" luck i've gotten into today..
suay things kept happening one after another..
itz been a tiring long day filled with endless tutorials..
plus d HOT weather out der, itz enuf to kill me..
dat's prob y i wasnt in a very gd mood for d whole day..

to add fire to it, i got onto dis damn bus which so "heng" broke down nt long after we boarded... n damn it, it broke down on a slope!!! imagine being on d bus n u sense d whole bus slipping down d slope, despite d bus driver trying to swerve d steering wheel.. so much so dat d left front tyre oredi mount d kerb.. terrible terrible!!
it was infuriating coz d stupid bus driver still allowed us to board d bus, despite knowing dat his lousy vehicle is spoilt!!!
wasted my money... worst thing is after we changed to another bus, i actually had to tap my ez-link card again... can u imagine, i spent $1.50 for d feeder bus svc ride... dis is definitely d most expensive ride i've ever had, esp itz d "leong" period now... every single cents count!!!!
damn angry lor.. !!
tried to cool myself down after complaining to gina on our way to d mrt stn, thou gina said we cld hv asked for a refund of d fares by calling SMRT, but tinking of all d troubles we hv to go thru, i've got not much mood liao..

thot d suay things will end der n den.. who knows i'll bump into dis freaking kns indian woman who's like rushing to go to h*ll out frm d mrt... even b4 d doors r fully opened, she's oredi forcing her way out.. n despite giving her so much space to move out, she still bumped so hard into me n scratched my left arm with d loads of barang barang she's carrying... it was f*cking painful n it left a deep scratch on my arm lor...was super duper pissed off @ dat time liao.. was cursing her all d way man.. saw sandra @ je, so complained to her again... haha... coz i was reali in a super foul mood.. needed to get d "bad" air off my chest b4 i suffocate since no1 bothered to entertain me despite d endless msgs.. haiz..

anyway, i knew things wun juz end like dat... 坏事总是接二连三地来,所以我已有所准备。i "anticipated" for d nxt unlucky thing to happen n der n den, i missed bus 941 rite in front of my eyes @ BB interchange... with d time ticking away, i'm late for tuition again... how bad can things get in juz a day rite?
haiz... i'm juz on a bad streak of luck i suppose..

am actually anticipating for tmr..
but well, plans seemed to get foiled again.. :(
so much so for a long awaitment... haiz..
with a tinge of disappointment, i still do hope to c u asap...

+pls brush off my "suay-ness" soon+

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flying towards my dreams
@ |3/09/2006 10:16:00 PM|

Wednesday, March 08, 2006

finally today's ppr is over..
at least itz a short break from these 2 stressful days..
hope i wun fare too badly for both pprz..
i'm nt greedy.. all i want is a PASS!! lolz

so happy today dat i get to meet my baby.. heh
been two days since i last saw him..
miss him so muchie.. =p

yup, as i've said, went over to his place today..
baby brought me to Jack's Place for dinner...
d ambience der is quite nice..
candlelight dinner.. heh
so swt n nice of dearie!! *muackz*

one more day to our 6th mth anniversary...
time flies so fast..
with each day passing, i've been growing more n more dependent on you..
i dun know if itz a gd thing or a bad thing..
but one thing i know for sure is dat i'm loving you more n more with every passing second..
i c our future together...
let's work hard n pave d road der together hand-in-hand ya..
i love you baby!!!

juz simply me n my love +简单也是一种幸福+



*juz for u, my dearest...*


I love the way you look at me,
Your eyes so bright and blue.
I love the way you kiss me,
Your lips so soft and smooth.

I love the way you make me so happy,
And the ways you show you care.
I love the way you say, "I Love You,"
And the way you're always there.

I love the way you touch me,
Always sending chills down my spine.
I love that you are with me,
And glad that you are mine.

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flying towards my dreams
@ |3/08/2006 10:26:00 PM|

Tuesday, March 07, 2006

one down, one more to go tmr for dis wk..
frenz, jiayou, jiayou,jiayou!!!

+i'm so tired!+

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@ |3/07/2006 08:24:00 PM|

Monday, March 06, 2006

yes..!!!
"dooms-day" tmr!!!
hope i'll survive it!
hopefully ah lao will be merciful..
wish me luck ba... =p

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flying towards my dreams
@ |3/06/2006 09:29:00 PM|

Saturday, March 04, 2006

today was supposed to be a study day..
but it turned out "wasted" in shopping malls... =/

went for my FTLs @ BBDC in d morning..
supposed to head hm straight after dat but since my mum was @ bb polyclinic to check up, thot i wld go n find her..
upon calling her, she told me to go westmall to look for her to eat lunch together..
since i was oredi starving dat time, i proceeded der, thinking dat after lunch can go hm to study.. but who knows....

another of my mum's fren was also der..
they wanted to go shopping n chitchat..
since i also know dat auntie, it wld appear v rude to juz leave after eating lunch, so i juz stayed on to talk abit.. n all these took whole day!!
i was oredi feeling v tired n d stupid menses cramps were killing me...
i wished i cld juz quickly go home n slp..
but mum was still bz chatting with dat auntie.. haiz..
sat on n on... wasted so much time.. i feel so guilty!!!!!!!!!!

finally, left westmall ard 6+ n mum decided to hv dinner outside..
n guess wad?!? we headed to BP plaza... yes! another round of shopping n walking.. my legs were pretty tired by den but still i've gotta walk, else how wld i get hm?!

simply couldnt resist gng to d giodarno sales @ d atrium... haha..
bought a couple of things der.. a 3/4 capri pants, a gio junior polo tee.
den went up to ice lemon tee to buy somemore things...
a blouse, a white shirt n a pair of white short heels...
all these r in preparation for my upcoming practicum.. yup!

all in all, i spent quite a sum today...
all those $ wldnt hv left my pocket if i've headed straight home after i finished my lessons @ BBDC... haiz... =(

finally back hm now... waiting for my hair to dry..
wana study at least sth now but i'm reali tired le..
no choice... i'll work harder tmr..
i.e after my 3 tuitions tmr...
god bless me!

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flying towards my dreams
@ |3/04/2006 10:17:00 PM|

Friday, March 03, 2006

a little acheivement today..
managed to at least "run" thru 3 of d novels for nxt wk's test..
thou der're somemore to cover,
but at least i did sth.. :p

haiz... mood swings alwaz get me into "trouble"..
i hate mood swings!!!

to d special u:
u really matter alot alot to me!!
i cannot picture my life w/o u..
thou u said itz ok, but i know u're somehow angry..
i'm sorry.. really sorry..

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flying towards my dreams
@ |3/03/2006 09:47:00 PM|

Thursday, March 02, 2006

itz building up at a faster n faster rate now..
tink i'm suffocating soon..
i'm starting to worry for my studies..
so many tests piling up one after another..
n it seems dat lecturers n tutors r all going at bullet-train like speed now..
recalling today's tutorials, i reali caught no balls, yes, almost none!
dis is a warning sign!!!
someone pls help!!!


i'm thinking....
did i make myself commit to too much things?!
i'm a human oso..
i'll get tired oso...
in fact very very tired..
ppl c d "advantageous side" of wad i do..
sure itz extra income but den itz oso very taxing...
sth which others cant c, only i can feel it for myself...

i wana let go of evyth oso...
but 我做不到。。。
i juz cant seem to bear it to let go off all my students now..
esp when their examz r drawing near..
i do not want to be accused of being an irresponsible teacher...
but i'm hanging on in difficulty too..
i hv my examz to tackle too..
who can understand dat??!

frenz say : xia, u v hardworking leh!"
am i really very hardworking?
NO! i dun tink so..
coz if i'm, i'll hv dilligently revised my work, study well for tests n examz...
guess i'll juz try to hang on.. hang on til d time when i really really collapse..
wish me luck!!!

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flying towards my dreams
@ |3/02/2006 11:15:00 PM|

Wednesday, March 01, 2006

dun know wad's wrong wif my body system lately..
seemed to hv those dizzy spells quite frequently these days..
sometimes even d urge to vomit..
esp when i'm on d bus or train..
regardless of whether itz a full or empty stomach..
before any of u start to tink "crookedly", itz definitely nt wad u tink!
tink muz be lately too stressed le, den stomach n digestive system oso weird weird de ba dat's y hv such symptoms..
yup, dat shld be d reason!

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flying towards my dreams
@ |3/01/2006 10:42:00 PM|