i wana go somewhere heavenly like dis someday...
flying towards my dreams
@ |4/29/2006 10:33:00 AM|
词:颜玺轩曲:tank 编曲:吕绍淳
等待一点一滴你对我感到安心
感觉朋友关系有了新的默契
便利商店里谁也买不到
我们最想要的东西
只握在喜欢的人手上
给我你的爱让我陪着你去未来
给我你的爱手拉着手不放开
就算宇宙爆炸海水都蒸发
只愿你的记忆里有我的拥抱
我的最大幸褔是发现了我爱你
灵魂有了意义用每一天珍惜
便利商店里谁也买不到
我们最想要的东西
只握在喜欢的人手上
给我你的爱让我陪着你去未来
给我你的爱手拉着手不放开
就算宇宙爆炸海水都蒸发
只愿你的记忆里有我的拥抱
雨和天空也有相爱的可能
望着你的微笑情不自禁
给我你的爱让我陪着你去未来
给我你的爱手拉着手不放开
就算地球毁灭来不及流泪
只愿你的记忆里有我的拥抱
flying towards my dreams
@ |4/29/2006 10:17:00 AM|
歌手：光良 专辑：约定
说好的三年不见面
用我们的爱把时间留住
你笑着说这是我们的考验我们的约定
就这样三年又过了
我还是回到这个地方
闭上眼等你的出现
空气中吻你的脸
我还记得我们的约定
一辈子幸福的约定
为你写的那首歌
他也偷偷的掉泪了
我比以前还更爱你了
连那风都笑我了
我想他会告诉你的我更爱你了
我想他会告诉你的
你会记得我们的约定
听着风我也笑了
他一定会告诉你的我更爱你了
flying towards my dreams
@ |4/29/2006 09:53:00 AM|
finally after 4 days of waiting in agony, i saw my bibi today!! *yipee*
time juz seemed to pass so slowly while counting down to today.. =(
i'm glad i survived thru dis ordeal.. heh
thank you baby for alwaz being by my side, for giving me endless encouragements n support! they mean more den anything else in d world.. =)
left with d final paper nxt tuesday...
i've gotta work hard, so as nt to disappoint baby n myself!
i can do it!! yup!
jiayou! jiayou! jiayou!
flying towards my dreams
@ |4/28/2006 08:58:00 PM|
i'm trapped in my own little misery hole..
i know it doesnt help crying over spilt milk, so i'm nt crying!
i'm juz sad, juz mad...mad at myself for being so screwed up!
it wasnt a difficult ppr, in fact most of d qnz were specially highlighted out to us b4hand,
it was supposed to b the ppr dat i cld score in..
but now, all hopes r dashed..
i'm juz silently praying for d best.. wld u hear my prayers??
u'll be lenient wont u?
u wun love me so much dat u wan me in ur class again nxt yr rite?
considering dat i've alwaz been a gd n attentive student in ur lessons...
就请您手下情吧。。。
can someone teach me how nt to blank out during examz??
i seriously need to master dat... yes, definitely!!
flying towards my dreams
@ |4/26/2006 07:09:00 PM|
i appreciate...
the times that we spent together ever since 9/9,
the times when u hugged me to slp,
the times when u'll pop over to my house early in d morning juz to accompany me,
the times when u stood by me thru my darkest days,
the times when u gave me ur shoulder to cry on,
the endless encouragement n support u've given me when i was losing confidence, losing faith,
the abundance love u've showered on me!
endless appreciation for all u've done in which words juz aint enuf to express my heart-felt feelings...
thank you darling!!! love u alwaz.... *huGz*
mugging hard for examz...
with friday in mind, d onli motivation dat keeps me going.. =D
flying towards my dreams
@ |4/25/2006 08:45:00 AM|
d paper i'm most afraid of..
luckily it was still managable..=)
n d $$ spent on zapping past yr pprz din go to waste..heez
1 ppr down, 3 more to go....
gambatte everyone!!
on a side note, i'm so touched by wad's dedicated to me on my baby's blog..
he's juz such a sweetie... n he's MY sweetie!! hehez
flying towards my dreams
@ |4/24/2006 03:58:00 PM|
d endless chinese characters staring hard at me from the paper.
i'm running low on motivation level..
running low on perseverance n concentration..
n i'm missing U like crazy...
can some kind souls out der pls lend me a helping hand??
flying towards my dreams
@ |4/22/2006 04:38:00 PM|
i got posted to Kranji Primary School,
a school which is kinda far from my place.. sadz
hv to call d principal on monday to arrange for a meetup..
hopefully everything will turn out fine... =)
flying towards my dreams
@ |4/22/2006 08:57:00 AM|
perhaps itz...
b'coz d competititon has ended,
b'coz der's no longer so much stress,
b'coz der's nt so much things to bother dem..
i feel dat they actually sung better on d charity show den d competition itself..
afterall, they'll all still kids..
wad do u tink?? =)
flying towards my dreams
@ |4/21/2006 11:09:00 AM|
this is LAME!!!!
flying towards my dreams
@ |4/21/2006 11:05:00 AM|
flying towards my dreams
@ |4/21/2006 10:58:00 AM|
i'm getting kinda worried..
thou i started my revisions early, but til today i still haven finish studying for mon's paper.. i'm scared i cant finish in time.. :(
nxt wk's d beginning of torture,
mental torture to be more specific..
i'll hv to face d battle alone..
i duno how r my chances like,
but i reckon' i'll juz gif it my best shot..
i hope i'll survive thru dis ordeal..
wish me luck ba...
duno wad's up these days, i kinda miss all my fav gfs..
i miss going ktv with belinda n kangling,
i miss eating sushi with meixia,
i miss hanging out n crapping with michelle n angel,
gers, if u all c dis, let's arrange a meetup soon k?
after our examz dat is... =)
mugging, mugging, mugging.....
flying towards my dreams
@ |4/21/2006 09:30:00 AM|
yes! dat's exactly wad's happening now.. thou i aint sure if itz onli happening near my neighbourhood..
sometime ago, i spotted dis young malay lady, most prob in her mid-twenties, alwayz wearing very revealing tops, usually spag tops with super low necklines type, sitting ard on d void deck with her kid n another plump malay woman..
i mean itz definitely nt a crime to wear revealing clothes,
but d thing is she DOESNT WEAR bras at all!!!
frankly speaking itz kinda a disgusting sight.. she has not much assets to flaunt abt (i'm sorry to say dat..) n an even more disgusting thing is whenever any guys walk past, she'll act like she "drops" sth n will bend over real low to "pick" it up.. thou i dun know if it was intentional anot, itz still disgusting!!
i happened to witness all these, not once, but many times... d extent was so much dat her n***les revealed... wad's she trying to prove? i hv no idea, n seriously i cant b bothered with it... if she's a beauty with a gr8 figure, perhaps things will b different.. but i'm sorry she's nt.. but i can c dat she seems proud of her figure thou...
i've kinda grew accustomed to dis scene...
but i'm wondering wad influence will it hv over ppl who walks ard d void decks, especially kids, since der're so many schools near my area...
i dun know how others think, but it disturbs me to a certain extent.. especially when i c those dirty old men going gag-gag, eyes on d verge of popping out, staring.. it wu n b so bad if those ppl dun live in d same blk as me... imagine going into d same lifts as dem when so much visuals are oredi inserted into their minds... duHz~
dis is nt d onli case i saw..
i spotted another "airy" woman juz now when i went to fetch my sis from tuition juz now... dis woman was 大摇大摆 walking down from d shopping centre, i wldnt hv spotted it if nt for her 2 ni**le-head showing themselves thru her plain white tee..
i heard some commotions among d uncles who were sitting at d sides drinking...unintentionally, i heard their conversation since d volume wasnt v soft.. hahz..as expected, it was all abt dat "airy" woman...
since i could hear it so clearly, i'm sure dat woman heard it too...
dun she feel ashamed at all??
i know i did... at least on her behalf..
i juz hope dis phenomenon doesnt continue to spread...
flying towards my dreams
@ |4/19/2006 08:15:00 PM|
the him who once made so many young gers fall head-over-heels with..i was one of dem..
n til today, he is still one of my favourite..
his songs accompanied me thru my teenage years..
thou i'm all grown up now, i still like him.
i like d magnetism in his voice,
his soul capturing vocals made me miss him..
der's no other replacements for him...
dat's right! i'm referring to him...
Daniel 陈晓东
u might be thinking y i got d sudden urge to write dis post..
dat's coz i heard his songs 3times in a day played on fm93.3 today..
early afternoon: 比我幸福
late afternoon: 爱你躲你
early nite: 爱你躲你
dat's quite a lot being played from someone who hasnt released any new albums for soooooo long...
i wonder, will he released any new albums anytime soon???
i hope so.....
flying towards my dreams
@ |4/18/2006 10:00:00 PM|
managed to study abit too...so still quite satisfied with d progress.. hehehz...=D
anyway, bi introduced sth new to me today..
itz rather interesting coz i can get to chat with my dearie thru d internet via skype...hence we went to buy a microphone b4 i came home, so dat we can chat all we can thru the net..hehez
no more holding on to d fone/hp until neck pain liao.. yipee..
bi shld b rejoicing too since he can nw double-task playing WoW whilst talking on d fone... rite bi?? kekez... =p
sidetrack abit...
bi's buddy, sw is getting married..
congrats to him n his other half..!!
flying towards my dreams
@ |4/18/2006 09:40:00 PM|
"Our lives are not determined by what happens to us
but by how we react to what happens,
not by what life brings to us, but by the attitude we bring to life.
A positive attitude causes a chain reaction of positive thoughts, events, and outcomes.
It is a catalyst, a spark that creates extraordinary results."
---annoyomous
Quote 2:
LOVE is like swallowing hot chocolate
before it has cooled off.
It takes u by surprise at first,
And keeps u warm for a long time.
--- annoyomous
flying towards my dreams
@ |4/17/2006 11:35:00 AM|
juz updated my blog skin..
any comments for improvements??
feel free to tag!!
cheerz!
flying towards my dreams
@ |4/17/2006 11:34:00 AM|
it was really sweet to hear bibi singing "TONG HUA" to me,
with music accompaniment from d radio.. i'm touched!
den came jay's song "PIAO YI" which leads us to modify part of d lyrics to become
“得票、得票、得你的票。。。”
kekez... juz sth light.. from d "election thingy" going ard in d air..
no offence intended... =D
i promised baby to rest early tonite n recover completely b4 i c him again..
i'll be good n keep my words...
i love u baby!!
flying towards my dreams
@ |4/16/2006 09:49:00 PM|
haha... i was nv destined to b a doctor nor a nurse...
flying towards my dreams
@ |4/15/2006 10:20:00 PM|
hah.. dis juz goes to show how free n bo liao i'm today..
facing nothin' but walls, i guess dis is d best place to keep my thots..
juz came back from my driving lesson..
am disappointed with my performance today..
nt much big woo-haas, but it juz seems like d more careful i'm on d roads, d more careless i became.. confusing yeah?! i oso duno how to put it in words..
i juz feel like crying in d midst of d lesson when i c myself making stupid mistakes.. :'(
i've tried hard to concentrate.. but my mind juz seemed to drift away..
to d place n person it missed..
hopefully i'll perform better in my nxt lesson... *prayz*
did i mention dat i simply dislike cabbies??
kena horned by 2 cabbies today.. kns!!
cant they c day der's a whole row of L-platers in front of me..how does he expect me to fly over? if he's so good y nt he fly over himself.. f*ck!
sorry for d use of vulgarities...
dis juz shows again dat i'm nt in my usual form today..
heading for tuition soon..
luckily d kid can hv his lesson today..
(i'm sure yday's cancellation was juz a gimmick.. "escaping" lesson due to unfinished hmwk..dat muz b d case! hahaz)
else i'll hv to continue to face d walls n let my imagination run wild..
dat's nt a gd feeling i can assure u..
flying towards my dreams
@ |4/13/2006 03:43:00 PM|
itz still raining..
arghzz.!! i hate rainy days..
at least when i'm having driving..
2nd lesson in a row dat happens on a rainy day..
wad luck?!
flying towards my dreams
@ |4/13/2006 11:05:00 AM|
pouring outside early in d morning..
wad can b betta den dis..duhz~
perhaps d weather now reflects my mood..
things to look forward to disappeared..
perhaps advanced planning shldnt be done..
coz it'll onli lead to disappointment if it screws up..
suddenly i dun feel like doing anyth..
nt even going for my driving ltr..
but yet i dun wana face empty walls myself..
contradicting yeah..
dun doubt, even myself oso duno how to deal with it! ~sigh~
flying towards my dreams
@ |4/13/2006 09:33:00 AM|
我的心也仿佛是同一色彩。
夜里的寂寞不好受，
彻夜难眠更不用说。
翻来覆去，
身体累了，
但心和脑却不让它休息。
用水做的躯体，
失去了不少的水分。
躺在已被泪水弄湿的枕头，
我的双眼任然是开着的。
我能够了解，这并不是你的错。
我爱你！
flying towards my dreams
@ |4/13/2006 01:46:00 AM|
i'm more hardworking den usual.. =D
my kid cancelled my tuition today n dat leaves me a whole day free..
could hv met dearie if nt for d kid's tuition..haiz.. sadz..
juz dun like it when kids cancelled their tuitions last min..i mean come on la, i'm nt as free as u tink lor.. whole day sit at home wait for ur tuitions.. i've other stuffz to do oso de lor.. i juz dun like it when my planned schedule gets messed up... sigh.. ok enuf of rambling n complaining..
good things follow up...
since i had a whole day free,i'm missing baby but cant see him.. so i tried to keep myself bz so dat at least it wun b so torturous.. kekez
decided to hit some books for some revision since itz barely 2 wks til my 1st paper.. thou i've started to revise but still d pace is quite slow.. heh.. started out with revising DSJ100's novels.. managed to finish 1 novel b4 my irritating headache attacked me again.. aRggHhhz... sickening.. juz when i got into d mood to study, it has to come.. kns!
so i'm forced to go pop pills again n caught a short nap.. luckily d headache disappeared after i woke up..so it was back to d books again..
i'm quite happy with myself coz i managed to finish 3.5 novels today.. u muz b wondering y is der a 0.5 novel rite? well, i onli managed to do 0.5 of it d last time round so today i managed to round it up lor..hehez
all in all, today's quite a productive day... did more den i planned today.. dat's a gd start i suppose.. if onli i can maintain dis momentum, i shld b able to finish all my revisions on time.. jiayou ba val!!
okie... i'm gonna to watch tv n wait for baby to call me ltr.. in d meanwhile, i'm hitting my driving book liao... having my 4th driving lesson tmr + meeting my baby.. yipeeez!!
p/s: did i mention my throat does nt hurt dat badly anymore? heh.. muz b due to d amt of water i've drowned down n d super bitter herbal t ea dat i drank.. but nvm,so long i dun lose my voice can liao.. 良药苦口 ma..lolz
flying towards my dreams
@ |4/12/2006 09:06:00 PM|
bibi n i r addicted to starbucks..lolz
caramel frappachino for me, mocha frappochino for dearie
our couple pencil case... he's alwaz on top... :p
i caught u staring at...orh hor.. *spankz spankz* kekez
da tou zao
he's mine!!! stay away from him!! or i'll bite...gRrrrRr
a foto b4 bringing my cousins to JBP
i juz love d comfort of my bed.. don't u?
d destined 2 halves meant for each other
passing time @ NIE's library... (L to R: kaixin, nat, me)
juz cant hv enuf of these sweeties
zhe
feng
front to back: xuan,feng,kiat
alrite..time for me to head back to my books.. t@t@!
flying towards my dreams
@ |4/12/2006 10:55:00 AM|
can feel d swelling in side liao..
sadz... i dun like having sore throat..
coz itz simply juz a bad sign dat i'm gonna fall sick..
i dun wan!!! =(
*in d midst of drowning myself in honey water..hope it helps*
flying towards my dreams
@ |4/11/2006 08:51:00 AM|
kctan's makeup lesson was scheduled today..
it was damn early when i reached boon lay interchange... 7.50am!! when d supposed meeting time with michelle,amber n gang was 9am!?!
hence i rotted all the way from 7.50am to 9am, awaiting d rest of d gers to arrive.. in d meantime drinking my coffee happily (coz i was in a rush in d morning so din managed to drink it at hm) n eating my favourite fried squid head n spring roll from old chang kee... ya i know these food are nt healthy but i juz had a sudden craving for dem... =(
well, it was kinda a fruiful trip back sch today la.. at least now i'm more clear of d exact coverage for his paper.. no longer as lost as b4..
i kinda like dis teacher alot.. i dun know how to phrase it but at least his lessons are understandable n we know exactly wad to study for examz... unlike some lecturer, or perhaps one in particular who simply refuse to tell us wad's d format like for his paper...gRRrRrRr
after d makeup lesson, went to JP with wendi, michelle, gina, limin n kaixin to hv lunch.. settled for foodcourt..
den we went to popular coz wendi needs to get some stuffz for her tuition kid..
a bookstore is really d last place i should step in, in any case..
coz at d end of d day, i'll definitely come out of it with my arms full..
was initially planning to buy correction fluid onli.. but as i was browsing thru some assessment bks n guide bks, i saw a couple of english related bks which could b of some help to WJ n WW...thus i bought them..hopefully these 2 kids wun hate me for buying dem so many bks n asking dem to do so much stuffz.. kekez..
headed for andersen's ice-cream after our shopping.. 1st time i tried andersen's n i had cookies n cream.. itz really very sticky.. quite nice, thou a little "ni" after eating too much.. i'm gonan try d mint chip n rums n raisins on my next visit... :p
headed home with a super heavy bag after dat.. n i was suddenly feeling so sleepy dat i immediately jumped into bed when i reached hm.. managed to slp for abt an hr+ coz i still hv to head for tuition ltr..
i wonder why my throat hurts so much now... sigh
dis is not a gd sign!!
gotta run... tuition starting..
ciaOz pplz! =D
flying towards my dreams
@ |4/10/2006 05:40:00 PM|
sometimes i oso dunno wad izzit dat i reali want myself..
i'm lost... lost in my own emotions..
i guess itz juz my own problem..
sth which i juz cant seem to figure out..
i know u're trying hard, in fact very very hard..
i'm nt numb.. i can sense it..
i really appreciate all those efforts..
i juz hate it dat time juz seems to fly when we're together..
thinking of when i'll get to c u again d nxt time is an agony..
i refuse to say it out coz i know it'll affect u too..
but d observant u alwaz manage to detect it written all over my face..
i've tried hard to control.. but they juz refuse to listen to me..
i've nv behaved dis way b4... at least nt dat i've detected of..
aint sure growing attached to u is a gd/ bad thing..
but i guess i really gotta learn to be more independent at times..
i'm nt sure if i can acheive dat, but i'll try.. dis i promise u!
having walked thru these days together, u've oredi become part of my life..
may we continue walking down dis path of happiness..til we both grow old..
HAPPY 7mths ANNIVERSARY baby!!
i love u lots lots lots lots lots lots lots lots lots!!
flying towards my dreams
@ |4/09/2006 11:02:00 PM|
zhezhe wanted to go to Jurong Birdpark so i promised him i'll bring him der..
but d sky wasnt really very welcoming.. dark clouds threatened when we were almost ready to set off.. n once we got ready, it started to pour! wad bad luck! dis wasnt d 1st time oredi.. still rmb d last time they came out, i brought dem to d zoo, d same things happened.. tsk tsk.. but still we din give up hope.. die die oso wana go... perhaps d mighty one up der sensed d kids' disappointment when i told dem dat we might hv to change our destination.. it stopped raining once we reach JBP... lolz.. n d kids got excited all over again... =D
it was basically a very fun day.. thou abit tiring since i was kinda like d part-time nanny.. having to carry feng n xuan... my poor hands could hardly tk it... small kids really do grow up fast!!! oh my...i glad to c d kids enjoying themselves... esp feng.. itz his 1st time out of home..
he's super excited n unbelieveably well-behaved... such a sweetie..!!
love him so muchie!! kekez
soon it started to pour again.. as if d mighty one up der sensed dat we were all tired n wanted us to go home n rest..lolz
took some photos on d way... real nice memories!
my 小帅哥, zhezhe
another cute sweetie, feng
xuan with her mother, auntie amy
with d kids, mum n grandpa...
darn! i looked so fat!! =(
d kids with grandpa
finally a group foto with d parrots
we rounded up with some dinner for d kids 1st since they were all exhausted..
den off to 216 to hv our own dinner.. dat was a satisfying meal since i got to eat my favourite ceral prawns n black pepper crab.. yummy!!
look at d mess we created..lolz
flying towards my dreams
@ |4/08/2006 11:52:00 PM|
my 1st time out on d public roads..
my stomach was full fluttering butterflies b4 i went for my lesson coz it was raining cats n dogs from afternoon til ard evening..
luckily for me, d rain stopped exactly at 6pm, d time my lesson starts.. hehz
so it was still nt too bad after all... lolz
luckily i din forgo today's lesson thou i had a teenie weenie thot of doing so earlier on but coz i dun wana waste my $$, i decided to go ahead.. luckily i did oso.. =p
d feeling out on public roads is very different from driving ard in d circuit.. speed wise different, attention wise is oso nt d same.. more things to look out for.. itz indeed nt easy... ended up with aching leg muscles after d lesson.. haha.. d clutch n accelerator pedal of today's car was rather hard compared to d previous 2 cars.. needed more effort to get d car going...dat's y.. lolz
flying towards my dreams
@ |4/06/2006 10:48:00 PM|
baby came over while i was still "nua-ing" in bed..
it was so comfy lying in his arms.. feel so xin fu!! =D
so happy to c him today..kekez
den we went to IMM to hv lunch
den accompanied dearie to repair his hp..
den we went to BK @ IMM to study..
den we went to DAISO to shop ard..
n baby was so sweet to get me dis cute oil blotters!! thanks honey!!
itz cute isn't it??
followed up was dinner n den we went to GIANT to buy a cake for xiaobaobei!!!
wanted to buy him a fruit cake but we cant find a small one so ended up buying a pandan cake for him coz baby said xiaobaobei likes it..
itz his 3yrs old birthday today!!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIAOBAOBEI!!!!
flying towards my dreams
@ |4/04/2006 09:40:00 PM|
yup, it has been 2wks since he got into OCS.
due to my parents' kan-cheong-ness, we were d first family dat reached his wing.. lolz
heads were peeping out from d bunk windows when someone called out dat someone's parents r here... looking at d anxious faces of those boys, i cant help but feel pitiful for dem...they look so ke lian, peering out of d windows, waiting for their loved ones to arrive...
d guys started oogling n whispering to each other at d sight of a female, dressed in civilian clothes.. i guessed dat's kinda d norm ba... guys having to face guys d whole day.. i guess dat makes dem feel a little "unbalanced".
oh well, my bro brought us ard after meeting his officers.. went to his bunk n met his bunkmate, Edwin. was actually kinda surprised to see his room so tidy since he's nt a born neat freak... but i reckon' dat's bo bian oso.. lolz
family photo in his bunk
walked ard a bit, went to c d cookhouse n it was time for a tour round SAFTI..
we were showed d way thru d whole camp n finally we alighted at d legendary tower n ceremonial hall... for more photos of coz... lolz
the legendary tall tower which d OCTs chiong
the grand commissioning hall
the decommissioned aircraft: AIR SKYHAWK
to sum it all up, i'm really proud of my brother!!! he seems like a changed person now.. of coz changing for d better, more responsible n matured now.. i'm looking forward to his commisioning day. JH, jiayou!!!
flying towards my dreams
@ |4/02/2006 04:39:00 PM|