it is barely 2wks ago that a chinese man jumped down the MRT tracks @ Chinese Garden to end off his life..
while we're still caught in the mystery of why he did dat, another case happened again, this time, still along the East-West Line, @ Clementi.(see report)
i was caught by surprised when i heard the news from my classmate this morning.
at the back of my mind, i was thinking, "Oh my, not again!!"
somehow or another, when the Chinese Garden case happened earlier on, i had a hunch that it will lead to similiar "copying" cases..
and especially when follow-up reports claimed that the deceased's family received 500K of "bai jin", the hunch grew stronger.
nt that i foul mouth or what, but somehow, i juz cant understand y ppl r "copying" such acts?!!
seriously, i think these ppl r reali courageous n brave.. if it was me, i cfm wun hv the courage to jump down n risked myself getting squashed under the tires and to be splitted into parts... so gruesome!!! *yuckzzz*
thinking back on all these incidents, i was thinking,
what is our society progressing towards?
where is our direction?
why r all these problems surfacing out one after another?
is it because of stress?
is it because of $$?
is it because of unsolved problems?
goodness me! i dun have the slightest idea...
flying towards my dreams
@ |10/31/2006 10:21:00 PM|
i had a gr8 time today..
my wonderful baby is super sweet..
he stayed up the whole of last night juz to make me a 100% hand made, hand drawn birthday card which is sealed with all his love..
i'm very touched when i saw the card coz he actually made the effort to write evyth in chinese, despite all the difficulties in writing and finding the words..
i was actually on the verge of touched tears but i controlled myself.. :)
we spent the whole afternoon together and then evening came, we went to Jack's Place to have dinner together with his family, cousins and aunt, who happens to share the same birthday as me. "Happy Birthday, Auntie Mary"
the food was nice n the ambience is good!
it feels nice to be dining together with baby's family..
after dinner, baby's dad sent me home and luckily i'm still in time to cut cake with my family b4 my bro goes back to camp.
my bro bought me a swensens ice cream cake..
taste really nice but i only had a small slice coz i was still too full from dinner.
itz a really special birthday this year...
simple, yet memorable..
i had a gd time n i enjoyed myself..
thank you darling for evyth that u've done for me!!!!
flying towards my dreams
@ |10/29/2006 11:55:00 AM|
MILK's EP new song!!!!!
OMG!!!
stay tuned!!!
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@ |10/25/2006 11:35:00 PM|
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@ |10/25/2006 11:12:00 PM|
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@ |10/25/2006 11:04:00 PM|
here's d anime version..
part 1/3
flying towards my dreams
@ |10/25/2006 10:41:00 PM|
itz gonna be out in Singapore on 28dec!!!
OMG!!!
muz watch muz watch!!!
here's d trailer to satisfy ur excitement first, enjoy! :)
flying towards my dreams
@ |10/24/2006 10:53:00 PM|
This is a video of a singaporean 8 yrs old girl down with illness...
have a heart n spread this project..
that's the least we can do for an adorable kid like En...
link it to your blog and spread the word ard too, will you??
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aIAHHYuOZ1o
flying towards my dreams
@ |10/22/2006 11:20:00 PM|
n neither am i an anime/comic fan..
i stepped into the cinema without the slightest idea what to expect for the show.
i stepped out of the cinema feeling all excited about watching the 2nd part of the show.
this is juz how GOOD the show is!!
THANKS to baby for bringing me to watch it!
the must watch movie of the month----> DEATH NOTE
i'm so looking forward to the next part of the show
"DEATH NOTE---THE LAST NAME"
dearie, we shall catch it once itz out k? *winkz*
flying towards my dreams
@ |10/21/2006 10:32:00 PM|
thinking back on what has happened less than an hr ago still gives me the shivers.
imagine sitting on a cab, going at rocket speed, weaving in and out of lane and worse of all, the driver showed symptoms of falling aslp!
i keep a lookout on the roads myself but since i wasnt d one handling the wheels, there's nth much i can do.
i anticipated the worst and indeed it nearly happened!
while the cab was going along lornie road, my cab nearly lang-gah into the car in front!
brakes jamming and brakes screeches..
luckily d cab stopped in time to prevent the accident from happening.
i almost wanted to ask the uncle to stop the cab and let me get out.
i still wana live on for heaven's sake!
but that stretch of road seemed rather ulu so i decided to tk a bet with my life.
i continued my journey home, in one piece, fortunately!
to my shock, when i reached my place, i was told to pay a fare of $13 when the meter showed $12.
i refused to hand over the $$ and demanded for a reason why i hv to pay more.
n u know what the uncle said?
"miss ah, today deepavali eve leh, of course muz pay extra surcharge la!"
WTF!!!!!
since when did we hv to pay extra surcharge for festival's eve???
thou itz nt alot, but at least say it politely la.
i dont owe u anything leh.
u're lucky that i did not sue u for dangerous driving and for almost causing me to lose my life!
TMD!!!
i'm still feeling traumatised!
red cabs r OUT of my list!!!
that's the final verdict!!!
flying towards my dreams
@ |10/20/2006 09:34:00 PM|
dat's us with a fresh haircut :)
my handsome darling!!!
i like my new haircut..feeling lighty fluffy~
we brought xbb for his grooming session on wednesday.
as usual, he was super hyperactive, but slightly more well behaved outdoors..
bseides his normal nail cutting n bathing, baby decided to shave off his fur.. hehz
thou d difference is nt v big before n after, but itz still visible dat he looks fresher and cleaner after his grooming session. he's a happy dog! :)
flying towards my dreams
@ |10/20/2006 10:54:00 AM|
but somehow or another, i'm stuck..
dun knw how to continue writing liao..
dat explains y i'm here... :p
as the days draw nearer and nearer to year end, it juz means that soon the BIG examz will come..
i wana start to revise early..
but with the tons of work still piling in,
and with the fact that my tuition kids r all having their SA2 soon,
it seems like mission impossible to get started.. sighz..
juz some mind baffling qns...
i saw this happening on the train sometimes back..
there was this guy who was behaving very weirdly on the train.
i was standing near him dat's y i saw evyth..
when d guy boarded the train, a lady dressed in spags boarded together.
apparently they're strangers for initially their standing positions were quite far apart..
as the train started moving, the guy started to inch closer and closer to the lady..
den he started taking out his hp and initially i thought he was juz answering a call or sth..
den slowly, his actions made me feel v suspicious abt him..
he shifted his position at an angle towards the lady and took out his hp.
as he was using a Nokia Nseries fone, i could clearly c dat he had his camera on!
apparently, he seemed to be snapping fotos of the lady from top down (coz d guy was almost a head taller than d lady, thus explaining the gd view)
i did nt exactly c wad was being captured but i was rather sure that sth fishy was gg on..
i wanted to warn the lady, but yet i dun knw how i can do it..
what if d guy refuse to admit?
what if it was juz sth i saw wrongly?
but den again, what if i was right?
was reali in a dilemma den..
n juz as i was lamenting if i shld tell d lady, both of them got off @ city hall...
before the lady got off, i took a closer look @ her..
she did not "zou guang" or anyth..
wad's der to snap exactly?
my conclusion: dat's a damn despo guy!!!
juz curious to find out, what were u do if u were me?
flying towards my dreams
@ |10/16/2006 09:59:00 PM|
today's a happy day that ended off on a bad note.
no!
baby n i did not quarrel.. in fact we had a gd time together today.
we went to his auntie's saloon to cut hair today so yup, i hv a new hairstyle now!
nt a very big difference thou but still itz visible that i had a haircut.
ok, back to the suay-ness part...
my bag's strap loosen off and gone missing..
i would not hv minded it if it is not a NEW bag which i have juz used for less than 48hrs!!!!!!!
and itz a bag i LOVE!!!!
can u imagine the heart pain????
arghzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
total siansiation now!
no mood to do anyth liao!
and if u haven realised it, today's FRIDAY the THIRTEEN!!!! BLACK FRIDAY!!!
and true enuf, it proved itz suay-ness, at least on me!
'nuff said!
flying towards my dreams
@ |10/13/2006 11:14:00 PM|
today i went to dearie's sch to wait for him and brought him his homemade lunch by me.
it has become a norm that i'll prepare his lunch for him every fri and i'm glad to see him enjoying his lunch each time.
to have someone to appreciate your cooking, i tell u, this feeling is simply beyong words...
after lunch, we headed to j8.
initially i wanted to get some more Goodwood Park Hotel's snow skin D24 Durian mooncakes and snow skin Chempedak mooncakes as dearie's family all found it very nice so i wanted to buy some for my family to try too..
but too bad,sales were already closed..
thou it was a bit mood dampening, but baby made it all well again...
I'VE RECEIVED MY 1st BIRTHDAY PRESENT FOR THIS YEAR... FROM MY BELOVED DARLING!!!!
hehehz...
it is an Esprit watch and i love it!!!!
thanks honey!!! *muackz*
den we headed to the cinema to catch Rob-B-Hood
this show is simply hilarious and the baby is super duper kawaii!!!!
oh my... cant take my eyes off the lovely baby... koh-ai!!!!
it a very entertaining show, been long since i had such a gd laugh over a movie..
catch it too if u're looking for a laugh to destress...:)
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07/10/06, Saturday
went over to dearie's hse again to give tuition for his 2 cousins.
dearie has gone to school for his tutorial when i reached..
it juz feels abit weird that he's nt ard..
when he came home after his lesson ended, baby's mum da-bao very delicious fried rice for us from S11.. it was yummy, thou itz a bit too big a pack..lol
continue with tuition after lunch..
5.5 hrs of tuition in a day straight..
hah..my mind was switching off when all ended..
spent some time with baby after that before having dinner and i had to go home to fetch my sis from tuition.
the haze outside was terrible with the PSI reaching 140..
i din wana tk cab n neither do i want baby to send me home coz it'll be dangerous for him to travel back by himself when the haze is so terrible outside.
i wanted to tk MRT, but baby dun allow me..
this was when baby's mum came into his room and said that baby's dad wants to drive me home.
i din really feel good abt it coz itz like uncle juz came home from work and is tired le and still hv to trouble him to send me home.
i told baby that i'll tk cab home, but baby's mum wold hear none of it.
they want to send me home..
i relented.. feeling both happy and bad at d same time.
they're all simply too good to me..
baby commented that i should know my status in his family now..
no, i shouldnt be too complacent yet..
there's still room for improvement rite bi? :)
i love my naughty boy!!! (",)
flying towards my dreams
@ |10/08/2006 10:55:00 AM|
an unlucky day as well coz my left toe starting bleeding like mad out of a sudden when i was walking from one classroom to another.
i felt d weird feeling beneath my foot while walking but i chose to ignore until i reached d next classroom, i got a shock of my life..
my white pumps were practically covered with blood!!
oh my, it was damn gross!!! *yuckzz*
anyway, i was too lazy to go to the toilet to clean up so i juz cleaned d wound n dressed it up with a plaster.. and speaking of that, gr8 thanks to yanling for her plaster!! :)
n i stoned thru d boring yun's lesson, with my mind thinking on what to eat for lunch ltr on..lol
finally decided on eating pizza at JP with nat, kx, ql n hala..
gossip session as usual..
it was an enjoyable meal, n also a "not-so-easily-digested" meal..hah..
shocks of my life.. whahaha..
after a full n entertained meal, i headed to lot1 watsons to buy my hair conditioner.. after walking thru the whole shop, i ended up nt only buying d conditioner but also shaving cream, foot scrub, foot lotion, pantyliners and body firming cream... spent 40 odd buckz juz at watsons alone :(
damn.. shopping is a killer to women's pocket!!!!
flying towards my dreams
@ |10/05/2006 11:14:00 PM|
by right, i should be happy that i dont need to attend a boring lecture..
but i also cant figure out wad d hell is wrong with me..
those lousy mood crept into me again...!!
~sighz~
the irritating headache and body aches attacked me once again first thing in the morning..
sometimes i really wonder is there a tumour that's growing in my head that always sparked off the terrible migraines...
if there really is, i wished it could grow til it burst, at least it'll end all my sufferings..
but den again, i'm nt sure if i'm ready to give up all i hv now n depart the world... haiz..y am i so contradicting????
i practically have no mood to do anyth...
i feel very lethargic, very sianz..
baby asked if this is called "love sick"?
i aint sure either..
i juz knw i feel terrible..
i feel very depressed..
i feel as if i hv nth even thou i do hv sth..
ok, tink i'm rambling nonsense again...:(
adidos~
flying towards my dreams
@ |10/03/2006 01:25:00 PM|
but nth much seemed to sink in my head despite trying my very best to concentrate..
my mind is floating elsewhere..
floating to the person she misses badly...
i thought that given that now that our relationship is more stabalised, i should be more independent on my own, but it doesnt seemed to be d case..
i think that i'm getting more n more reliant on my baby..
i think i'm getting sticky to him..
sighz.. barely 48 hrs since i last saw him, n i'm already missing him like mad..
baby, zen mer ban???
if only everyday was like the past two fridays, when i bunked in at baby's hse..
but sad to say, good times always passby faster, even without u realising it, itz gone b4 u even know it...
i miss getting *hugz* and *kisses* from u...:(
flying towards my dreams
@ |10/01/2006 11:51:00 PM|