by a click thru my mental data-base, i knew it has sth to do wif my bro again..n indeed i was correct!!
itz his graduation nite tmr..(yes, he's finally graduating frm hcjc)
he has been fussing abt his clothes since last wk, n has spent lotz of $$ on dem oredi.. d problem nw doesnt lie with his outfit, but rather d issue of nt coming hm after his grad nite tmr.. he wanted to stay out @ ritz carlton's hotel with some of his friends.. der was a heated argument on-going but i din wana interfere..
i saw a red-faced boy arguing his way thru to fight for his "freedom" to stay out overnite n a persistent mum who stands firmly by her decision.
i'm sure my mum has her reasons to it so i did nt probe further on out of respect for her decision. or rather i should say i'm used to d way dat she does things.. i've been thru these little paths myself..
when i was younger, mum also disallowed me to go to many places.. for eg: i wasnt allow to attend chalets n staying overnite or go out with my frenz as n when i like.. at dat pt of time i was also very angry n juz cant seemed to understand wad's her problem in restricting my freedom... i used to argue quite alot wif her, many a times i lost, coz i din hv d guts like my bro do to talk back to her n fight for d chance..
now dat i've grown up n become more sensible, i fully understand d reasons behind my mum's actions... they were merely juz some little acts to protect me..itz purely her love, care n concern for me.. i understand it now..but does my bro knows it too?
i seemed to c d old me in my bro nw.. i wanted very much to talk to my bro, but he simply doesnt want to hear me out, he doesnt even listen to me n he's nw practically shuttng himself out from us, locking himself in his room...
i dun wish to c dis type of thing happening in my family.. especially when itz juz over a very small matter..
but i guess der's really nothin' much i could do..
judging from my bro's character n temper, i know he'll still stay out tmr nitez despite my mum's disagreement to it.. but i hope he'll nt! *prayz*
flying towards my dreams
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