but i've gotta admit, i was really scared!!
had a bad start today, woke up late coz i laze in bed n "accidentally" went back to dreamlands again... =p
therefore i was late for sch.. took a quick shower, grabbed my books n i was out of hse.. things alwaz go against u when u're running late.. saw d lrt approaching d stn, hv to make it a pt to catch it else i'll b even more late.. so i ran!!
huff n puff n huff n puff..
i managed to catch d lrt.. damn, it was so crowded.. as usual!
i was desperately catching my poor breadth.. beads of perspiration rolled down my forehead continuously.. suddenly, a sharp pain ran across my chest, it felt tight all of a sudden.. dat's when i realised i was breaking out in cold sweat.. started to feel abit nauseous n giddy.. thot itz juz a psssing phase so i closed my eyes while continuing to catch my breathe...
but alas! i was wrong..!
things turned for d worse... my limbs started to feel numb, d sounds i hear seemed to get more n more distant away from me, my vision was totally filled with bright patches of black n whilte light..
d still-a-little-sober side of me told me dat i was fainting..
i couldnt even stand upright @ dat time..
it was a terrible feeling... i was scared!!
forced myself to alight at teck whye stn coz i dun wan to faint in d lrt..
i could no longer c clearly when i alighted from d lrt.. but still i feel my way thru to d nearest seat n sat down... cold sweat was still breaking out.. chest still felt tight n painful... i so wanted to cry.. but held back my tears coz i din wana scared d other commuters ard me.. rested for quite a while b4 continuing my journey to sch.. din dare to walk fast coz i still felt giddy.. so der i was, 5mins late for my 1st tutorial.. but luckily i made it der... in one piece! hah!
thou d giddiness subsided as d day goes past, but a terrible headache replaced d giddness... my head felt like itz gonna explode anytime.. i wanted to go hm so much, if nt for d DSC101 test! kns!!!!!!
din reali concentrate for d whole day... nt dat i dun wish to but d moment i tried to focus, my head starts spinning n hurting again.. i dun wish to hv another blackout again... nt b4 i tk my test..
luckily i made it to d test.. thou i forgot almost all d stuffz i've studied... haiz!
hopefully i wun fare too badly.. +prayz prayz+
struggled to make my way hm after sch n went straight to bed after popping in 2panadols.. i need to regain my form b4 gng for my tuition today.. luckily, those 2hrs of nap did wonders.. d headache FINALLY disappeared!!! +YEAH!!!+
i'm back to my old form again... =)
bibi, reali v sorry to get u so worried early in d morning...
i promised i'll tkcare of myself..
n yes, i'll b an obedient ger from now on...
i love u wor!!! ['}{']
flying towards my dreams
@ |3/16/2006 11:02:00 PM|