tink i'm suffocating soon..
i'm starting to worry for my studies..
so many tests piling up one after another..
n it seems dat lecturers n tutors r all going at bullet-train like speed now..
recalling today's tutorials, i reali caught no balls, yes, almost none!
dis is a warning sign!!!
someone pls help!!!
i'm thinking....
did i make myself commit to too much things?!
i'm a human oso..
i'll get tired oso...
in fact very very tired..
ppl c d "advantageous side" of wad i do..
sure itz extra income but den itz oso very taxing...
sth which others cant c, only i can feel it for myself...
i wana let go of evyth oso...
but 我做不到。。。
i juz cant seem to bear it to let go off all my students now..
esp when their examz r drawing near..
i do not want to be accused of being an irresponsible teacher...
but i'm hanging on in difficulty too..
i hv my examz to tackle too..
who can understand dat??!
frenz say : xia, u v hardworking leh!"
am i really very hardworking?
NO! i dun tink so..
coz if i'm, i'll hv dilligently revised my work, study well for tests n examz...
guess i'll juz try to hang on.. hang on til d time when i really really collapse..
wish me luck!!!
flying towards my dreams
@ |3/02/2006 11:15:00 PM|