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Sunday, April 09, 2006

i'm beginning to wonder, hv i lost myself?
sometimes i oso dunno wad izzit dat i reali want myself..
i'm lost... lost in my own emotions..
i guess itz juz my own problem..
sth which i juz cant seem to figure out..

i know u're trying hard, in fact very very hard..
i'm nt numb.. i can sense it..
i really appreciate all those efforts..

i juz hate it dat time juz seems to fly when we're together..
thinking of when i'll get to c u again d nxt time is an agony..
i refuse to say it out coz i know it'll affect u too..
but d observant u alwaz manage to detect it written all over my face..
i've tried hard to control.. but they juz refuse to listen to me..

i've nv behaved dis way b4... at least nt dat i've detected of..
aint sure growing attached to u is a gd/ bad thing..
but i guess i really gotta learn to be more independent at times..
i'm nt sure if i can acheive dat, but i'll try.. dis i promise u!

having walked thru these days together, u've oredi become part of my life..
may we continue walking down dis path of happiness..til we both grow old..

HAPPY 7mths ANNIVERSARY baby!!
i love u lots lots lots lots lots lots lots lots lots!!

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flying towards my dreams
@ |4/09/2006 11:02:00 PM|