good bcoz i get to see my baby,
bad bcoz baby's not in a gd mood today..
it all started off with adhoc missions interrupting a nicely planned schedule.
and one bad thing juz leads to another..
seeing my baby getting so frustrated made me feel so helpless..
seeing him bear all the anger n agony within himself made my heart ache..
i know he's trying to control his emotions..
he doesnt want me to see him "crumble"..
but i would rather he vent out all his anger on me (which i know he nv will), than to keep all his emotions bottled up..
i wished there was sth i could do..
i tried my best to cheer u up..
i want to see the silly u again..
i want u to continue to "disturb" me n nt leave me alone..
i want u to be happy..
bi, when i heard ur bro's comment i reali had an urge to go out n tell him off.. but i'm nt in the position to do it.. i juz dun wish to c u in that manner.. it reali pains my heart.. pls promise me that u'll nt bottle evyth up anymore k? vent it out on me if u muz k? i know u're really stressed out now.. but u muz hang on ok? i promise i'll always be there for u, to walk thru all odds with u.. i love u!
flying towards my dreams
@ |11/01/2006 10:26:00 PM|