no,no.. the kids in both my classes were very well behaved today so i hv no complaints abt them.
wad made my blood boils is to find that someone actually rumpaged thru my things on my desk after i left school yday!! n itz even more angry to find that it is actually one of ur trainee colleagues!! wtf!!! where's the slightest sense of courtesty n respect huh?! teacher nv teach u in school b4 ah? ur parents nv teach u ah?
i would nt hv noticed it n found out if nt for her carelessness to leave my key hanging at my cupboard!
i was super duper sure that i had locked my cupboard n put the key into my marker box which i usually leave on my desk.
but this morning when i reached sch n went up to my office, i was abit caught by surprise to see some of the arrangments of the things i put on my desk placed in the wrong positions...
i still did not suspect much, n juz speculated that maybe some kids found the wrong table n accidentally shifted my stuffs.
i thot that was the end of the story until i came back from my p2 class.
i saw HER (the no courtesy n no respect trainee colleague) folding some papers which looked exactly like what i was doing with my p2 kids for my NIE assignment.
i was like WTF!!!
initially i thot, cant b so coincidence we hv the same ideas one ma.. until i overheard HER telling another trainee beside her " how come i cant fold it like the one i saw juz nw huh? the one i saw can fold one leh"
that was when i'm 99% sure that she was the one who tampered with my cupboard n keys.
i was actually doing some hands on activity with my kids n i kept the work all locked up in my cupboard so there is NO possibility that anyone can find it unless they open my cupboard, u get what i mean?!?
i was so furious man!!
n mind u, this is nt the first time i "caught" her behaving suspiciously ard my table.
there was once when i came back from relief classes n i found her standing at my table n she seemed to b looking for something. perhaps it might b quite normal if she wants to borrow a pencil or sth but it seemed that she juz had a guilty conscience as when i pushed in the door to my room, it gave her a shock n she dropped the things that she was holding in her hands all over my table, while stuttering to say... "eeeerrr... i..i...i want to borrow stapler from u"
she thinks i'ma 3yr old kid lor.. why would she purposly walk over to my side juz to borrow a pathetic stapler!?
apparently she seemed to b up to something at my desk but since i did nt find anything missing, i did nt pursue the matter.
there was this other time that i went back to the office even after i signed out from sch coz i forget to bring my wallet home.
when i left the office, she was all alone left in the whole office.
i think she did not expect that i would turn back to the office after i left so when i went back, again i saw her at my desk, fumbling with my stuffs.
i asked her wad was she doing at my desk n she quickly say she want to borrow some outdated wksts from me.
i was like WTH!! who gave u the permission to touch my things?! wan to borrow from me why nv borrow when i was in the office, why muz wait until i go home then sneakily go find my practicum file n tk on ur own? this is as good as stealing lor!!!
but since i did nt catch her red-handed, i could do nothing.
time n again, i forgave her, but this time round its way too much!!
i dun mind her stealing my ideas for lessons everytime during normal lessons, but why muz she stoop to such underhand resorts? i would hv gladly shared with her the idea of how to fold that paper if only she knows the courtesy of asking!!
i cannot believe that such an action is coming from a teacher-to-be, a chinese-teacher-to-be!!
how to stand as a role model to the students when u urself is nt a righteous person!!!
i seriously despise her!!!
really cant imagine if we were to continue to b colleagues the next time.
from today onwards, i'm bringing my key home, away from her prying hands n eyes...
now i understand why she always stay in school until school closes at 7pm when she has nth to do at all.... so she has further plans to carry out after all of us left for home... how cunning can that be!!!
i do hope SHE gets to see this post!!!
hey you!!! i'm watching you.. try ur dirty tricks again n i'll make sure u fall!!!
flying towards my dreams
@ |4/25/2007 11:09:00 PM|